One Last Goodbye? 1 of 3
Title:One Last Goodbye
Pairing:Dean/Gabriel, Dean/Castiel/Balthazar
Rating:R
Spoilers:Season 6
Warning:Lovely sex ahead
Beta:None
Summary:Dean takes a little trip while in the West to see an old 'friend' one last time. Will it change the future, what was meant to be?
It wasn't anything he really planned but it had been in the back of Dean's mind when he suggested this little trip in time. Enough so that he grabbed all the ingredients needed to summon Loki, enough so that the moment Sam was gone, Dean performed the ritual. For one moment in time being selfish as to leave the potential victims of the phoenix unguarded. Dean needed to do this, needed to risk all to do this. To warn the one being he had loved without duty or reserve. The one death Dean would be willing to sacrifice everything for, even the only way to kill Eve. For Gabriel, Dean would gladly allow the world to die. If only to see him one more time, even if Dean can't save him from Lucifer. Just to see him again one last time would be enough, would be worth it. To have a chance to say goodbye.
Dean knew better than to tell Sam that or even think it when he had been in Cas's presence though as both would have stopped him. And at this point, Dean doesn't truly care what either one of them thinks. Sam, well as much as it pains him Dean can admit that they will never be as they were before Ruby, before Hell. There will always be something separating them, this last year with Robo!Sam didn't help it any and Dean is willing to accept it. Sam isn't the brother he raised and never will be again, to much had changed. As for Castiel.
Cas hadn't been the same since Lucifer killed him and Dean isn't entirely sure what to do about it anymore. He had allowed Cas into his bed and into his heart to a certain degree but he doesn't trust him, not like he once had. The fact that on occasion Balthazar shared their bed just made it all the more..odd. Dean knew that Cas was keeping a huge thing from him, probably something that would destroy what they had and when it was time, when Dean learned it..He would have to decide how to react. How to either kill Cas or forgive him and sadly as time passed them by and still Cas didn't tell him, Dean feared there would be no true choice. Only death and it terrifies Dean so much so that for the first time in his life he doesn't demand the truth from Cas.
Performing the ritual, Dean waited for Gabriel to show up. Knowing that it would only be a matter of time, that while the ritual could not force Gabriel to appear but that curiosity would see Gabriel come. That after so long someone was summoning 'Loki', it would surprise Gabriel enough to come. It only took an hour for Gabriel to show up or rather Loki. For looking at him, Dean knew it was Loki and not Gabriel before him. The side of Gabriel that he had rarely if ever allowed Dean to see. The side of himself that he had been forced to become to hide from Heaven, the side that he eventually began to enjoy. Filled with rage, blood-lust and never ending hunger.The Pagan side and Gabriel didn't let Dean see it for fear that it would drive Dean away. And while Dean wasn't comfortable with it, he accepted it as a part of his lover. Accepted that once Gabriel had eaten humans accepted sacrifice, had behaved like a pagan god. He wasn't happy with it but he accepted.
"Well, what have we here? A mortal that wants to play with Gods, now that is either incredibly brave of you or foolish. You are one.....WHAT?"Dean felt the familiar Grace of his lover touching him, his body and soul. Feeling him, finding the truth."Now isn't that interesting. A time travel and by an Angel's hand at that. I assume its for a very interesting reason as time is not something to be trifled with, even by Heaven's standards. And such a long way...Your soul, your blood.....Your of the Line. Your...The Righteous Man." Gabriel breathed out those three words as he stiffened, faced with the future reality of his brothers battle. Michael's Vessel was standing before him, a century early."You know who I am, don't you?"
Dean nodded as he approached Gabriel, not stopping until the entire lengths of their bodies are touching. Making them as one as they can be with clothes on and soul/Grace not touching. Dean quietly whispered the words, to overwhelmed to anything else,"You are Gabriel, Archangel, Messenger and left-hand of God...You are Mine. My lover....And I have missed you so much."Dean grasped Gabriel's face and devoured his mouth, kissing him with almost two years of bent-up passion. Neither Lisa or Castiel could ever match up to the passion, the desire and..love that was between the two of them. They paled in comparsion even though he loved them both. After a moment of hesitation, Gabriel kissed back and felt the echoes of his Grace in him. And that of another Angel but nowhere near strong enough to be Michael's. It was not yet time for Michael to take him then.
Gabriel wasn't sure what he was doing as he stripped the Right... quick look in his mind, Dean of all his clothes and lowered him to the ground but he did not care. He had never intended to take one of the Vessel's as lover, only intended to check them out when it was time. Yet he obviously had taken Dean to bed and was doing so again and couldn't bring himself to care. While Dean was just desperate to feel Gabriel as he knew they didn't have time, soon he'd have to get back. Deal with the phoenix if it was still here, explain to Sam if it wasn't and all before the 24 hours were up. So little time."Hush, little one.I've stopped time. Not about to be interrupted by a sibling while doing this. Not even seconds will go by for what I plan to take hours. Now pay attention to me."Gabriel then began to lick his way done Dean's body and all Dean could do was moan.
Especially when Gabriel took Dean's cock into his mouth and showed him that a century did not make him a better lover. He was just a great lover whenever and wherever. After making Dean have a screaming orgasm, Gabriel crawled up his body and kissed him. Sharing his taste between them. Then with a snap, Dean was hard again but this time he had no intention of just laying there and 'think of England.' He wanted to make Gabriel scream, a not so easy task. To do so though he needed to get on top and unlike his Gabriel, Dean doubted he could just ask and be granted it. So he set about to surprise him by grabbing one of his wings and stroking the glands between the feathers.All of which caused Gabriel to arch almost completely off him and to shout in both shocked surprise and pleasure.
"You can see and touch my wings.Boy are you one hell of a surprise, kiddo." Dean grimaced and scolded him, "Don't call me that while we're having sex. I've told you that before."Returning his full attention to the wings, Dean began to ever so lightly tug on them with one hand while he used the other to touch the glands and nubs of the wing. Each action caused Gabriel to shudder and in the space of minutes come repeatedly. Gotta love an angel refractory period. As in they barely had one. After a while dean turned his attention to the rest of his lover's body. Biting, licking and kissing every inch of it before ending at Gabriel's very lovely hole. Dean kissed it before he began to lick around the edges, teasing him until he began to beg. Just the way Dean liked him. Which is why Dean rewarded him by thrusting his tongue into the lovely tight hole of his lover and began to thrust it in and out until finally Gabriel couldn't take it any more and pulled Dean up while flipping over.
"Now Deano, your gonna fuck me or your going to be stuck in a state of constant arousal until your time has come, the long way. Your choice."Dean smirked, wrapped Gabriel's legs around him and thrust home.
Hours or maybe days later, Dean wasn't sure but he did know it was time to go. He didn't want to but he was done being selfish now and he knew it was over. As he had wanted he had gotten more time with Gabriel, had fucked Gabriel, been fucked by Gabriel and had made love to him. The last time they had frantic frenetic sex that was bordering on desperate as Dean knew it was goodbye and Gabriel suspected. Now it was time to collect the ash if possible and collect his brother and wait for Cas to pop them home. Well, not home. Dean was willing to admit that home was with Gabriel if only in his head. It was time to return to his time and gank the bitch Eve and hope her death wouldn't be like the last time they killed a bible name,aka Lilith.Time to return to his questionable relationship with Cas and his whatever with Balthazar. Time to go back to the life of never ending fighting, lies and pain. It was simply time.
"Gabe."Gabriel rolled over and looked at Dean and said it for him."It's time, I know...Want to tell me why you called me in this time and not in your time?"Dean knew that it would do no good but he still had to try, just as he tried with his mother even of it meant his death, Sam's death. Or rather never being born. He told Gabriel everything and watched the devastating expression appear on his face at being told his own brother killed him. Dean wasn't surprised that Gabriel quickly snapped his fingers and they were dressed and no longer in the field they had spent who knows how long in. Gabriel was going to run from the information and probably make himself forget as Dean didn't think he would be able to handle it. So he was quick to grab Gabriel for one last kiss and an admittance he had never made to anyone."I love you, Gabriel.Loki. Both...I'm sorry I let you die. I..Goodbye."And with that Dean turned away from Gabriel and walked forever away from him, each step costing Dean a part of his heart. This was truly goodbye.
Pairing:Dean/Gabriel, Dean/Castiel/Balthazar
Rating:R
Spoilers:Season 6
Warning:Lovely sex ahead
Beta:None
Summary:Dean takes a little trip while in the West to see an old 'friend' one last time. Will it change the future, what was meant to be?
It wasn't anything he really planned but it had been in the back of Dean's mind when he suggested this little trip in time. Enough so that he grabbed all the ingredients needed to summon Loki, enough so that the moment Sam was gone, Dean performed the ritual. For one moment in time being selfish as to leave the potential victims of the phoenix unguarded. Dean needed to do this, needed to risk all to do this. To warn the one being he had loved without duty or reserve. The one death Dean would be willing to sacrifice everything for, even the only way to kill Eve. For Gabriel, Dean would gladly allow the world to die. If only to see him one more time, even if Dean can't save him from Lucifer. Just to see him again one last time would be enough, would be worth it. To have a chance to say goodbye.
Dean knew better than to tell Sam that or even think it when he had been in Cas's presence though as both would have stopped him. And at this point, Dean doesn't truly care what either one of them thinks. Sam, well as much as it pains him Dean can admit that they will never be as they were before Ruby, before Hell. There will always be something separating them, this last year with Robo!Sam didn't help it any and Dean is willing to accept it. Sam isn't the brother he raised and never will be again, to much had changed. As for Castiel.
Cas hadn't been the same since Lucifer killed him and Dean isn't entirely sure what to do about it anymore. He had allowed Cas into his bed and into his heart to a certain degree but he doesn't trust him, not like he once had. The fact that on occasion Balthazar shared their bed just made it all the more..odd. Dean knew that Cas was keeping a huge thing from him, probably something that would destroy what they had and when it was time, when Dean learned it..He would have to decide how to react. How to either kill Cas or forgive him and sadly as time passed them by and still Cas didn't tell him, Dean feared there would be no true choice. Only death and it terrifies Dean so much so that for the first time in his life he doesn't demand the truth from Cas.
Performing the ritual, Dean waited for Gabriel to show up. Knowing that it would only be a matter of time, that while the ritual could not force Gabriel to appear but that curiosity would see Gabriel come. That after so long someone was summoning 'Loki', it would surprise Gabriel enough to come. It only took an hour for Gabriel to show up or rather Loki. For looking at him, Dean knew it was Loki and not Gabriel before him. The side of Gabriel that he had rarely if ever allowed Dean to see. The side of himself that he had been forced to become to hide from Heaven, the side that he eventually began to enjoy. Filled with rage, blood-lust and never ending hunger.The Pagan side and Gabriel didn't let Dean see it for fear that it would drive Dean away. And while Dean wasn't comfortable with it, he accepted it as a part of his lover. Accepted that once Gabriel had eaten humans accepted sacrifice, had behaved like a pagan god. He wasn't happy with it but he accepted.
"Well, what have we here? A mortal that wants to play with Gods, now that is either incredibly brave of you or foolish. You are one.....WHAT?"Dean felt the familiar Grace of his lover touching him, his body and soul. Feeling him, finding the truth."Now isn't that interesting. A time travel and by an Angel's hand at that. I assume its for a very interesting reason as time is not something to be trifled with, even by Heaven's standards. And such a long way...Your soul, your blood.....Your of the Line. Your...The Righteous Man." Gabriel breathed out those three words as he stiffened, faced with the future reality of his brothers battle. Michael's Vessel was standing before him, a century early."You know who I am, don't you?"
Dean nodded as he approached Gabriel, not stopping until the entire lengths of their bodies are touching. Making them as one as they can be with clothes on and soul/Grace not touching. Dean quietly whispered the words, to overwhelmed to anything else,"You are Gabriel, Archangel, Messenger and left-hand of God...You are Mine. My lover....And I have missed you so much."Dean grasped Gabriel's face and devoured his mouth, kissing him with almost two years of bent-up passion. Neither Lisa or Castiel could ever match up to the passion, the desire and..love that was between the two of them. They paled in comparsion even though he loved them both. After a moment of hesitation, Gabriel kissed back and felt the echoes of his Grace in him. And that of another Angel but nowhere near strong enough to be Michael's. It was not yet time for Michael to take him then.
Gabriel wasn't sure what he was doing as he stripped the Right... quick look in his mind, Dean of all his clothes and lowered him to the ground but he did not care. He had never intended to take one of the Vessel's as lover, only intended to check them out when it was time. Yet he obviously had taken Dean to bed and was doing so again and couldn't bring himself to care. While Dean was just desperate to feel Gabriel as he knew they didn't have time, soon he'd have to get back. Deal with the phoenix if it was still here, explain to Sam if it wasn't and all before the 24 hours were up. So little time."Hush, little one.I've stopped time. Not about to be interrupted by a sibling while doing this. Not even seconds will go by for what I plan to take hours. Now pay attention to me."Gabriel then began to lick his way done Dean's body and all Dean could do was moan.
Especially when Gabriel took Dean's cock into his mouth and showed him that a century did not make him a better lover. He was just a great lover whenever and wherever. After making Dean have a screaming orgasm, Gabriel crawled up his body and kissed him. Sharing his taste between them. Then with a snap, Dean was hard again but this time he had no intention of just laying there and 'think of England.' He wanted to make Gabriel scream, a not so easy task. To do so though he needed to get on top and unlike his Gabriel, Dean doubted he could just ask and be granted it. So he set about to surprise him by grabbing one of his wings and stroking the glands between the feathers.All of which caused Gabriel to arch almost completely off him and to shout in both shocked surprise and pleasure.
"You can see and touch my wings.Boy are you one hell of a surprise, kiddo." Dean grimaced and scolded him, "Don't call me that while we're having sex. I've told you that before."Returning his full attention to the wings, Dean began to ever so lightly tug on them with one hand while he used the other to touch the glands and nubs of the wing. Each action caused Gabriel to shudder and in the space of minutes come repeatedly. Gotta love an angel refractory period. As in they barely had one. After a while dean turned his attention to the rest of his lover's body. Biting, licking and kissing every inch of it before ending at Gabriel's very lovely hole. Dean kissed it before he began to lick around the edges, teasing him until he began to beg. Just the way Dean liked him. Which is why Dean rewarded him by thrusting his tongue into the lovely tight hole of his lover and began to thrust it in and out until finally Gabriel couldn't take it any more and pulled Dean up while flipping over.
"Now Deano, your gonna fuck me or your going to be stuck in a state of constant arousal until your time has come, the long way. Your choice."Dean smirked, wrapped Gabriel's legs around him and thrust home.
Hours or maybe days later, Dean wasn't sure but he did know it was time to go. He didn't want to but he was done being selfish now and he knew it was over. As he had wanted he had gotten more time with Gabriel, had fucked Gabriel, been fucked by Gabriel and had made love to him. The last time they had frantic frenetic sex that was bordering on desperate as Dean knew it was goodbye and Gabriel suspected. Now it was time to collect the ash if possible and collect his brother and wait for Cas to pop them home. Well, not home. Dean was willing to admit that home was with Gabriel if only in his head. It was time to return to his time and gank the bitch Eve and hope her death wouldn't be like the last time they killed a bible name,aka Lilith.Time to return to his questionable relationship with Cas and his whatever with Balthazar. Time to go back to the life of never ending fighting, lies and pain. It was simply time.
"Gabe."Gabriel rolled over and looked at Dean and said it for him."It's time, I know...Want to tell me why you called me in this time and not in your time?"Dean knew that it would do no good but he still had to try, just as he tried with his mother even of it meant his death, Sam's death. Or rather never being born. He told Gabriel everything and watched the devastating expression appear on his face at being told his own brother killed him. Dean wasn't surprised that Gabriel quickly snapped his fingers and they were dressed and no longer in the field they had spent who knows how long in. Gabriel was going to run from the information and probably make himself forget as Dean didn't think he would be able to handle it. So he was quick to grab Gabriel for one last kiss and an admittance he had never made to anyone."I love you, Gabriel.Loki. Both...I'm sorry I let you die. I..Goodbye."And with that Dean turned away from Gabriel and walked forever away from him, each step costing Dean a part of his heart. This was truly goodbye.