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Nuttin' For Christmas ( Read more... )

I want to feel the cheer but I just don't! Christmas just isn't Christmas anymore. It isn't suppose to be so depressing. And, I got a nice gift from my new insurance company, they paid $119 out of $400 for my trip to the ER. Thanks a bunch, let me pull out the $281. Plus a new tire on the good car, a broken down evil car, $70 to fix the heat, a ( Read more... )

Well Saturday was nice :) Jason brought be 6 red roses and a card. he told me he loved me and wanted to be a better husband. it was sweet. We made love ;) then went and cooked breakfast together. It was nice. Later, I got to see Angell's new baby Jackson. Angell is Jason's kinda-adopted sister. He is so cute, he weighs about 6 pounds and 14 ounces ( Read more... )

Thank you guys for caring. I feel better today. Jason helped clean and I am going to try and do some more myself. I just got back from a test-testing party at the house of my school's assistant principal, Dr. Glenda Morrison. She is so sweet. I really do like her, especially since I feel like she is on my side when it comes to craziness at school. ( Read more... )

I don't write in this journal as much as I should. Maybe I might be less stressed out by the crazy crap I go through at school. Evil people I can't trust, evil parents who hate me, a loss of control in my own classroom, and all kinds of other crazy stuff. I am so disheartened. (I think that's the word spelled correctly) I just want to quit on a ( Read more... )

I want my house to myself. I love my Mom but she is too pathetic and manipulative. She can't even go get her own damn sweet tea, 5 feet away. She bosses me around like I am 12 still and is just so pathetic. People don't really like her too much once they get to know her because she is a bitch. She has a tendency to hurt peoples feelings and she is ( Read more... )

sometimes I hate myself.....

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Jason's says he wants nothing... I bought him something off the Internet :) All I can think of that I want is the other Sims games like vacation, pet, and the celebrity one, LOL, dorky but I like them :) They are also $40 a pop and I don't expect anyone to spend that much unless they buy them together.... need to drop a hint to Mel and Jenn bout ( Read more... )