There's one thing I want for my birthday that I don't think anyone can really get me.. but that doesn't mean I'm not gonna stop hoping..  Let's see who remembers.

I finally got to talk to Greg again.  It's been months on end.. and he and I are okay again.. I'm happy, I missed him.

I talked to Janet too, she's pretty cool.. and good luck!

Supposed ( Read more... )

Nearly a month without updating.. *sighs*  I remember there was a time when I had something to say just about every single day.. or every other day at least.  Now I'm just.. here.  Nothing exciting is happening with me besides the little bits of recording I've been doing here and there, experimenting with my sound and stuff.  I had another fallout ( Read more... )

Well, Naisy and I landed in NJ in costume and everything.  It's so funny looking at everyone's faces.  But I'm dressed up as an angel, a little cheesy I know, but oh well.  I like the costume.  I'm feeling pretty good today and Naisy said she's going to take me out, so that should be fun.  She looks so good in her costume too, yay!  Already saw ( Read more... )

I'm here in LA, didn't get to see Naisy yet, so she'd better come and see me today. I'm staying in a hotel right now and the food is nasty so I went over to Jake's and had ice cream. That was fun, I won the ice cream eating race because I'm the shit. I think I'm going to go over to Nick's place though, better than a hotel I'd say. *nods* I'm ( Read more... )

Too much rain

Not enough enough sun

The biting pain

There's nowhere to run

I'm not crazy.. I'm not.. *sighs*  I don't know what I am, but.. I don't even know anymore.  I can't be myself.

You believe me.. right?

Love ya!
*Angel*

How do you let go of something?  I mean..truly let go of something, put it behind you, walk away?  I wish I knew the answer to that.  I've just felt so.. so low for a while now.  I do want to say that I'm sorry for acting the way that I have been.  I know I haven't been the most pleasant person to talk to, but then, when am I?  Nick's helping ( Read more... )

Still alive.. yep

Gonna go to Mexico and see the guys do their thing.. might even drag Naisy along with me.  *shrugs*

Sorry I haven't been responding lately, I've just been.. keeping myself busy as much as I possibly can.

That is all.

Love ya!
*Angel*

I'm back in New York now.  Hilary's birthday was yesterday, happy late birthday again!  I went to LA with Naisy, so that was cool.  I got her this bracelet and then a $500 gift certificate so she could pick out what she wanted herself, makes things easier.  I love my Hilybean.

Today was spent up at the studio.  It was nice, took my mind off of ( Read more... )

Anais is coming back over here later and we're going to have a slumber party!  Yeah and Hayden's going to come by too I think.  She's really cool.  Should be fun.. it's nice to smile every once in a while.

I have meetings scheduled all this week, so that's pretty much what I'm going to be up to during the day.  Chris is gonna come see me tomorrow ( Read more... )

I need to go somewhere else, somewhere away from this city.  Don't get me wrong, I love it and everything, but I need change.  I was considering Florida as an option, but after talking to my mother I've reconsidered.  *sighs*  Don't even ask me about that.  And then Nick asked me to come down to China, but I don't know.  That's a loooong flight.  ( Read more... )