met a fab gay man that is obsessed with Gwen Stefani. in the strangest of strange ways.

too many boats - not enough Andrea.

i got what i wanted

when the sun rises dust will turn to glitter.

what do you do when the one you talk to ceases to exsist?

and another question... are you a mexiCAN or a mexiCAN'T?

i lost so much last night.

i think i remember thinking i didnt want to go out tonight. i know why.

you didnt see me. you only saw my make-up. good.

time to fade out and fade away.

THE ROCKS CRY OUT!!!!!!!!!!

Superhero D.W.L. - the only way i can even hope of getting ahold of you is through here?  your sister's birthday was yesterday.  im sure you didnt forget.

i dont want to be seen.  its a waste of my time. you missed par by 3.

its not me, its you.

and for a minute there i lost myself.      

momentary laspse of reason.  how did i get here and what the fuck am i doing to myself.  send me away.            

Fuck the website. i thought i already ended what never began. when will they realize im not that girl thats going to teach magical things that they'll never understand. sick. "sadistic", huh? is that really the best word to describe me? you have no idea. i need to thank someone for a great time...and i'de love to thank them to their face but ( Read more... )

i got sent home from work today.  a little too frisky.  a little too wound up. a little too much andrea for them to handle.  fuck that.

handle it. is it really too much to fucking ask.

im frustrated.

i played my violin this morning.  but i had to stop prematurely.  i think stopping set me over the edge.  its a dangerous predicament when ( Read more... )