current situations prove that
life is too short to be anything but happy.
so why is that so hard to do?

The whole month of December so far has been filled with drama. Drama with boys. Drama with friends. Dramatic situations. I hate it. There were stressful situations: grades and college applications. There were hopeless situations as well as some not so hopeless situations ( Read more... )

DRAMA.
i'll believe whoever i want to believe.
thats my prerogative.
i have better things to worry about.
this nonsense needs to stop. now.
people are so fucking immature.
i can't stand it.

I'm so upset. I dont understand how he could look me in the eyes and lie to me time after time for so many months. It makes me sick to my stomach. I'm so glad I never gave in. He didn't deserve me. I'm glad that at least I learned my lesson. I feel so much older and wiser after all of this. Talking to Roxanne really opened up my eyes. There was so ( Read more... )

SATURDAY: I went to work from 10 - 5. After that I went to the ZOX show with Ronnie at Lupo's. It was amazing :D!

TODAY: Today was a half-day. Fuckin' sick. Me, Lauren, LHayes, Rosanne, and a bunch of people drove down to Jim's house. Fun night ;)

I got a letter from Fairfield today saying they're going to review my application soon! :D EKKK.

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Tuesday, November 14th.

I got my report card. Fuckin' illl. Third Honors!
At 5, Durkie picked me up and we went to Colin's house to do our faith project. It's pretty sweeet dude.

Wednesday, November 15th.

School was typical. My application to Fairfield is officially on its way. ADSGBFJSGFIS; :D

Ahhhhhhhh, I can't wait until Saturday!

Life's been good. I have almost all of my college stuff all ready to send out. In addition to that, report cards come out next week on the 14th I believe. I'm wicked pumped because I'm doing a whole lot better than I was last year. [88 French, 86 Physics, 85 Calc.] Those are the only ones I know so far, but I'm satisfied ( Read more... )

Cassie's absolutley right. I do deserve so much better. Contrary to what he thinks, I have better and more important things to worry about.

She has amazing advice. I love that girl.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Brett and I broke up after 7+ months on October 28th. He called me after I came home from Homecoming with Ronnie and he called it quits. I have mixed emotions. I'm so used to always having someone there. It's weird and even lonely in a way. In addition, theres also a part of me that has become more afraid of commintment. I guess I should give the ( Read more... )