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So its one of those nights where everything seems to be elevated. Like everything I do just seems to not matter in the long run of life. But all at the same time everything I do seems to affect me in a certain way ( Read more... )

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Hey everyone....this is a poem i wrote a very long time ago. Only reason I felt like posting is because today was just one of those days where i just felt terribly alone even though I am surrounded by great people. Lets just say I wish I had someone to hold my hand. One day I will find someone that I can love and be loved in return.....besides the ( Read more... )

Well it is the beginning of the first week of my last year at RIT. I am kinda nervous because I have a lot going on but at the same time I feel too calm sometimes ( Read more... )

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Oh man I just woke up from an intense dream....it involves her...I wonder if she is ok...does she need me do i call her?....idk that is the problem ( Read more... )

And I am officially 21 now....

Happy Brthday to Me :(

-sigh-

I wish i could go out and party or at least be with people my age...get some hugs...and high fives....

-shrug-

thats what happens with summer birthdays...blah....

well i should go to bed.....

Maybe i will dream all my buddies :-/

Well besides my little rant I had a pretty good night :)

I drove out to Groton CT and finally met saine and draven. It was really awesome. Lets just say if you want to know the story just ask :)

I was so happy meet him...period.

I needed an out this summer and I think I found it.

so what do you do if you start falling for someone you can never have and know that said person will never look at you in this way...

hmmmm this has kinda been bugging me to the point to where i dream of said person. hmmmmm not sure what to do about it

:-/

i need help....grrr