i don't know, but today im in a bad mood. thinking about my dad again. i miss him. i need to hear his voice. i know i keep saying the same thing in here. its just hard. and today i went with my mom to the doctor for her ears and he said shes going deaf. i don't know what to do. I don't think i can even stand to see my mom start going through the ( Read more... )

hey guys. I have time on my hands and the events of this week are particularly disturbing. you know what that recipe adds up to. im sorry. yeah its time for one of those long posts / rants / whine fests. Yes I will try to sound smarter than i am or you might say ...pedantic? haha. gotta use big words to get my retard opinions expressed of course ( Read more... )

man there's no shortage of lauhs on tv. I think I am way too easily amused. everything is funny to me. i'm watching fred durst on howard stern. It's really werid. you guys may or may not know this, but i won this radio contest once where i had to interview fred durst for the radio. He came out in his fucking boxers, and carmen electra was in his ( Read more... )

"dude so what do you think" seth asked as he modeled and osed ( Read more... )

hey. its time for a meaningless journal entry no one reads or comments on. yay. but first a word from our sponsor ( Read more... )

well. people talk about hitting rock bottom. I think i may be close to it right now. I really have trouble talking about being sad or depressed usually. The problem about doing that is that no one really cares to hear about it. It gets old, its annoying. The more you talk about it, the worse you feel, because everyone around you just makes you feel ( Read more... )

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Gospursgo67 [1:21 AM]: Hey, I don't want to waste anyone's time. so forgive my forwardness. I'm a 27/M very unhappily married, looking for a discreet affair. Willing to pay. Wierd IM I know ( Read more... )

well, today was a stupid day. didn't do much really. applied to a few jobs online and then just wasted the rest of the day doing God knows what. Talked to some of my favorite people online <333 love them. laughed at some aqua teen hunger force, lil daily show and conan obrien. but to tell you the truth i am not really laughing inside. heh. corny ( Read more... )

i dont know what i'm doing

But I'm going to try anyway!!!