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[angelence]

One year.. 15th of this month would of been one year with you.. and you know what.. I miss you. You were a dickhead to me, you treated me like shit and have probably forgotten i exsist.. but I miss you. I was asked if you were the love of my life today.. You know what you are, its only been a short one but I loved you so much. Ive TRIED to fill the

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[truth_demon]

I can so so relate to that. The one person I love the most in this world and I can't stand her. She played me for a complete fool, what's even worse is that I knew that she was doing it but just didn't want to believe that she meant what she was doing. I convinced myself that it was all coincidences and that she'd never mean to play me the way she did. Just thinking about her and the shit she dragged my soul through makes me feel physically sick and nauseated. I'm so incredibly full of anger towards her now. I hate her with a passion... Trouble is, I still love her too. I want to make her hurt for what she's done, I really do. I want her to know exactly how she has made me feel. It's such a sad state of affairs when the one person you love like no other, has completely tainted your world to the point where you actually hate them with as much passion as you love them. Would I put myself through it again? Part of me would be screaming out to say yes but there's no trust there anymore. I used to believe in her, I believed she was worth