*Help Me Remove This Knife*

[angelestrella]

My soul is dead. I really dont want to live anymore. Sick thoughts enter my mind every day. Will I act upon them? Probably not. But they shouldn't be there in the first place. There's got to be another way to make this pain fade besides going away....

Comments

[allstarchic]

aww, there has to be something that makes you happy girl!! You can't be so depressed all the time. You have so many people that care about you, ones you don't even know I bet. Its supposed to be some of the best years of your life, to just be your self and be happy and not worry about what other people think and that sort of stuff. Be ur self. I know what could cheer you up, if you would email me your mailing address at: aquietnyx@gmail.com then I'll show you what I'm talking about. Cheer up and smile!!!

or am I going to have to send a purple spotted graffie and pink stripped chipmonk to come make you smile!!! :)

<3 Beth

[angelestrella]

haha thanks...it's just when I'm alone or have a lot of time to myself....everything that happened w/ Aaron last week triggered all the shit that happened three months ago which was the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. I think it's b/c I was "on the rebound" and hadn't recovered 100% from my previous relationship. I gave you my home address already!!

[allstarchic]

ok I was just kidding about the address, I was out of it when I posted that other one, lol. BUT U BETTER BE HAPPY!!!
but I can understand that its a little rough right now, so just take it easy on your self :)

<3 Beth

[angelestrella]

haha...I'm trying really hard!!!!! Thanks :o)

[lilkash]

court- i love u. ive been going through shit too :(

[angelestrella]

why?!