The past few days have been nothing short of interesting. I've had everything from fighting and yelling, to crying, to laughing hysterically. It's all too funny the way the world works. That's all I have to say ( Read more... )

Blah de blah de blah....not too sure what's going on. I'm really confused. I never know what to think anymore. I'm so tired and so exhausted. Let me tell you, I drive myself crazy! I can't believe I have friends sometimes! How can you guys stand me when I can't even stand me!?! I hate how much I care about everyone else and what they say and ( Read more... )

I've definitely been really stressed out lately. I've had so much on my mind it's overwhelming. It seems like I'm going to be the only one spending New Years by myself. Patrick is going to Alvin's with Ben and not coming back until the day after, which is cool. He needs to go see his friend. I almost feel bad even saying anything because there ( Read more... )

Today was like the best day every! It started out kinda shitty, but it turned out okay. Patrick was so sweet! He did this art thing online for me, and one picture he drew was an "I love (heart) you." and the next one was a picture of him and me like the one he drew on the back of a placemat! I was like AWW! Then I had chinese! OH YEAH! I ( Read more... )

I had the most amazing night last night. Mongolian BBQ for dinner, then just endless fun! I wish I could have nights like that every weekend. So many memories!!!

Yesterday when I was in the shower I passed out...fainted. Boy was I scared. I finally lifted myself out of the shower and felt so incredibly weak. I have no idea what's wrong with me. I was feeling better last night, but I can barely see straight much less walk straight ( Read more... )

I have had the most amazing few days ever! On Wednesday Patrick read me "Polar Express" and then we went to see the movie together on Thursday...it was really cute ( Read more... )

I hate Thanksgiving. I really really hate it. I went to the hospital with Jacklyn to visit Jody. I get home, and my "family" has already eaten without me. I hate Thanksgiving more than anyother holiday. What the fuck...that was so shitty. I can't wait until I get the fuck out of here. They make me feel so horrible. I fucking hate this. The ( Read more... )

I started my new job today. I think I like it. It's kind of weird because I'm the only one under the age of like 25, but it's okay. My mom works there too, so I see her more. All I do is file all day. Anywhere from 3-6 hours of pure filing. Interesting I'm sure ( Read more... )

These past few days have been amazing! The weekend was awesome, a little uncomfortable at times, but still awesome. I think Pat and I are doing so much better and starting to appreciate eachother more, which is good. I got to see a lot of Jacklyn (yay!) and I got to see Kristine and Alex too. I wish I could have seen Megan, but hopefully I will ( Read more... )