fuck this shit

[angelfacesweety]

Fuck it all. So i'm a bad fucking person. Who gives a damn? If I really offend you the fucking dont read my shit. I never asked you, lindsey to butt your ass back into my life. Didnt you say you werent going to read my stuff anymore? I was simply telling MEGHAN, not YOU that my feelings were hurt. You thought since Your name was mentioned,

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r-e-b-o-s

[meghandenise]

so my two cents probably don't belong right here but here they are. i don't think you will mind. i'm sorry about what we have become. but let me say these two things-
1. i hate to fight, you know this well. i can only imagine your voice tone in anguish [too tired for webster] over this
but 2. i want no part in any fights between you and lindsey. this is me avoiding the confrontations. go for blood if it suits you but i am out. i desire to not fight with either of you. i dont want to be put in the mix. two very close girls to me, as different as you may be. i love you both each in your own way. tamara, you know this.
i love your last paragraph. i may steal it one day- just to let you know.. haha
bye

Re: r-e-b-o-s

[angelfacesweety]

I dont mean to pull you in it. I called you earlier just to get lindsey's number but I dont think i'll even go there. I dont want to fight anymore so I think I'll just end it all. I'm going to delete this journal, no point in having it any longer. No point in having it at all. I may have brought the fight on myself, and i realized that earlier, so I'm going to end it now. If I ever make a trip to monroe, I'll let you know, but it wont be soon. I've got to start getting my life in order.

We got an apartment in fort walton. I'm making great money at walmart, and in no time I should have money saved up. We are actually saving meg! Can u believe the progress we've made. I'm really proud of patrick and I. Anyways, I'll talk to u later...i may keep this thing. it's not so bad, as long as I dont pick fights. Love u sweets.