This was done in thoughts of Torian ( Read more... )

Well it feels like I havent written on here in ages but, lately I feel like shit and I have been so depressed. On an attempt to get me to feel better my lovely and when I say lovely I mean it took me out to red hot and boom. It was ok untill me and my friends were coming down the escalator in the mall and I saw HIM! Yes yes he makes me so happy. ( Read more... )

OK I'm a little angry. I tried not to let this get to me but it has been killing me since last night. Ok my boyfriend of a year+ is a Jehovah Witness. So that means he doesn’t celebrate birthdays and all that other good stuff. Well last night we were talking on MSN Messenger and he changed his screen name to "Happy Birthday Rachel". I totally got ( Read more... )

Well tonight we had the birthday-party for Webb as well as the goodbye party for Jay. That was hella funny because all we did was pick on him the whole time ( Read more... )

Well Mirelsa had a pool partay today and I had a crap load of fun. Went over there at 3 and the party started at 12:30. So everyone was basically waiting on me, but of course when I got there the party got started. lol. So we did some swimming and stuff. Monty and Deanna put baby oil on the slide and it made the slide go hella faster...BUT...smart ( Read more... )

Today was intresting..Jay and his little brother came over to go to the gym with me. It was so much fun. Jay was in there dancing all wild and stuff. So after about 10 min of him dancing we decided to tell him that there was a video camera in there and he started freaking out..lol..Then afterwards we went to McDonalds and as we are driving he ( Read more... )

Today was craziness. Tiffany and Adriana came over to my house and we had so much typical fun. Beating each other up with the pillows..listening to music...taking dumb quizzes on Quizilla...but the one thing that set the whole day as crazy is when we were comming back from Checkers and I saw a snake..my friend Tiffany is scared of snakes and of ( Read more... )

This is for you.. you know who you are

Time escaped us

This I know

For the clock has told me so

Written on the walls above

He told everyone about our love

Time escaped us

This I know

For his presence told me so

He saved me from this very day

With words no one should ever say

Time escaped us

This I know

For any one could tell me so

He ( Read more... )

I thought I was over Adam...but I guess not. Now that it is summer everything reminds me of him. Especially that song Echo by Trapt. I just find myself staring out of the window thinking about him. What would he be doing in class? How well would he be doing at lacrosse practice or at the game?. Then I also find myself thinking about the little ( Read more... )

Ok now I have to admit it is getting a little too much. Jay is calling me like everyday now and it is getting me very angry. It was ok the first couple of days but now everyone is saying we like each other and I dont want to be associated with him like that.