Wow, where the hell do I begin? Last night was HELL!!! Gram and Bub decided to jump the gun and take my car away BEFORE i even get my semester grades. I know they aren't gonna be that great, but I know they aren't going to be THAT BAD!!! I was really pissed, but rather than thinking rationally I just started balling my eyes out and cried for 2 ( Read more... )

Hmm, well my really bad day was yesterday to be completely honest. We won't go into complete detail, but I fucked up...BIG TIME. It was just a really big wake up call for me. I know that I need to get my head on straight or I'm gonna go off the deep end...or someone's gonna push me. Either way works I guess. Well I have pneumonia and sinusitis. Isn ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm on campus...and I fucking hate it so much. If only I could make friends, but it isn't that friggin easy. Gram thinks that I can just come up here and poof be miss popular...ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN!!! I'm not ready for college life, and I wish she would realize that. I'm getting the academics done...I really am...Gram just doesn't understand ( Read more... )

Wow, for once I actually am feeling good...not depressed or down or anything...It's cuz I'm not thinking about all the poopy stuff in my life. Hmm, my room mate is fucking AWESOME!! We were talking this morning, and she was like hmm, we hsould go on a burn ride osmetime...I was like SWEET!!! So yeah, we get along pretty damn well, whichi s nice... ( Read more... )

Yup this is just fucking great...I fucked up big time...Stupid ass me didn't feel like parking half way across campus so i parked in a handicap spot cuz we have the little hangy thing ath ome to put in ur window...so I didn't think it would be a big deal...well this morning I walk out and guess what...my fucking car is gone...isn't that fucking ( Read more... )

Where the hell do I begin? Life isn't going very nicely right now. Let's start at the beginning ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm kinda sad now. Me and Pulley went into Bangor to get the rest of my shit, and Missy was there w/ Ryan. That was a knife to the heart.I know that we just broke up, but it still hurt. Then he was moving my stuff, and I saw a hickey on his neck...that's my fucking bed they slept in. God, it kinda hurts. I know that's why he is doing it. He ( Read more... )

Whoa, rough weekend for me. Friday night was cool...went and got drunk with Justin and Blaine. Jr came out to visit. We all were pretty much passed out...a little too much smoking! Then last night was even better...Justin, Blaine, Christine, and Tyler were here first...Tyler's a loser, but w/e it's all good. Then Jr. showed up cuz he wanted to come ( Read more... )

Wow, I don't even really know what to write...Things are all screwed up right now. I still love Ryan right to death, but I don't know...I don't know if we are gonna go anywhere. I miss having so many friends. Now I'm up at college and don't know ANYONE! It kinda sux...like I don't want to be a loser, but I kinda am...Hmm, I miss Ryan...and Jr. ME ( Read more... )

Hmm, today was my first day of classes. Intro. to business was really easy, and the teacher is awesome. He is just down to earth, and he is the head of the Business school so that's pretty nice. Nick Elliot and Sam York were both in there so I felt a little bit better. I had microeconomics too. That wasn't too bad. It was pretty easy, and he said ( Read more... )