I fucking hate the world. there is no reason to live anymore. the guy i really like doesnt like me and he likes a girl who is the complete opposite of him. she is all preppy and popular and he is in a heavy metal band and is into a lot of fucked up shit. he is so fucking perfect for me that its not even funny. god i wish he could just see what was ( Read more... )

I want somebody to walk up to me and telling everything I want to hear. I want to be loved for me and not who they want me to be. I want to tell you how I feel but everytime I try the words won't come out. Why can't anybody see the real me? The me screaming to be heard, to be loved. I never thought it would be this hard. Somebody save me from the ( Read more... )

DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! mad bored and hyper. <3

Why the hell does everyone i meet hate me? i havent done shit to ppl and they still have me. i hate this so much. for god sake, my own friends dont want anything to do with me. i just want to die. sorry ppl. ive had a very long hard weekend. i spent all of it dealing with immature little bitches who aint got no right getting up in my face. so this ( Read more... )

kill me now. put me out of my misery. there is nothing good in this world anymore.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 DAYS! I REPEAT MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 DAYS! <3

its sad when you bleed just to know youre alive.... mad lonely and in need of love

OMG brad is walking his ass here to kill me for what i did saturday night. im fucking scared of what he might do. he already has enough issues and this possibly just pushed him over the edge. he has no right to be mad. i warned him that this might happen and does he listen no. he doesnt understand that we are broken up and he dumped me and has no ( Read more... )

ahhhhh college is scary. i dont know anyone. i'm sooooooooooo nervous. i need a drink to calm my nerves

Grrrrrr! I wish I could say how I really feel right now. There are no words to describe how I feel. Everytime I see you I want to tell you how I feel but the words never come out right. I'll just keep my feeling to myself and silently bleeding............. I love you baby boy! You probably will never know how much. <3