I wish I could make those darn hearts.

I havent gotten over my uncle being gone. Its really killin me. Im so sad now ever since I found out and I just dunno what to do. I cant find myself bein happy right now.

My uncle died in a car accident on Friday. The driver might of had a heart attack and he ended up going striaght though a turn then into a tree at 55mph. It hurts so much to know hes out of this world now. I miss him. It hurts the most because I have never had a close family member die on me. Never till now.

I like to drive fast ( Read more... )

Im getting surgery today! Wahoooo! I hope they put me to sleep and I don't wake up for a week.

I just don't feel good. 

Im going to the gym in the morning. Should be fun. I try to talk to people but I just can't reach it. Never able to. I tell myself I will call her today, I would have said something to him, Do they want to talk to me, are they aware I am still here? Are they thinking about me? Do they ever? I hate to make the first move. My shyness is coming back ( Read more... )

This coming year I was dumb enough to take these hard classes; Spanish 2, Chemistry, English honors, Geometry, AP History, PE.  Thats my whole year scedual. It sucks. Then I got zero period the second semester, and in that class I might get to take cooking or photography. Im going to drive myself crazy with all these classes. What did I get myself ( Read more... )

A little while ago I was having some conflicts with some people, which really torn me down. Specifically it was with my family so, since this confilct thing was going on for so long it really mad me upset because it's my family and I don't wanna have a bad relationship like that. However, right now and for the past week almost, everything has been ( Read more... )

I dun know what goin on. Madness is driving me crazy. Everything has a reason right? What might those reason be though? Lately I've been causing some trouble with my Dad. It sucks. Im just tryin to live each day off with a new start with him. I dunno what Im doin wrong or If I am doing something wrong. Its all just change.