I fucking hate school. Hate it hate it hate it. Seriously, this is fucking torture. No wonder why I waited until I was in my mid-twenties until I decided to pursue the whole degree thing. Chemistry sucks hard and economics is for republicans. And I think I am taking the most worthless math class ever. I am not even kidding about that. So do ( Read more... )

I was relegated to going to dinner with a borderline retarded girl in our class who had to bring her mother along. We went to some shitty Chinese restaurant and then had to sit sit through a three Shakespeare play ( Read more... )

For some unknown reason, I thought I would endear myself to my classmates by telling how one of my best friends left a party to go get high. Again I don't know why this was a good idea. God, it sucks just thinking about it. I blabbed to everyone that would hear, even repeating myself at one point. You ever heard of the phrase stuck on stupid? ( Read more... )

I know there was a reason why I started this livejournal in the first place, it just took me a few months to get here. All this stuff I've been bitching about was just me avoiding the thing that has stopped me from making anything out of myself - all of those bad memories from my education, all through elementary, junior and high school. All of ( Read more... )

Hai gais. Time for a life update, because you were totally holding your breath, right ( Read more... )

I start school full time next week. Couple that with my crappy job, and I am in for some doom, gloom, and all around suckiness. Panicky feelings ensue. I've drinking more. I know, not good. I just haven't been able to get my brain to turn off recently. I know I should do other things besides that. At least I haven't been cutting myself, which ( Read more... )

Here's the deal:

Let's not live in the past anymore. Let's stop wishing we could go back and change things. Let's stop beating ourselves up for our mistakes. Let's stop wishing and start doing. Let's not live our lives steeped in anger and hatred for other people. Let's be happy.

I don't know why I wrote that. It just makes me feel better.

Work has been a total fucking drag. It was the only time when being busy didn't make the time go faster. Ugh. If one more person asked for a copy of Wild Hogs, I was going to kick them in the face. It's not even a good movie. Man people have bad taste ( Read more... )

So many times I get pissed for no reason whatever. Okay, maybe not for no reason, but when that happens, I just feel so much anger welling up inside. I know, many people have told me that anytime that happens, I should just tell person how I feel. The thing is, most of the time when I get pissed off, I'm being unreasonable and it's pretty much ( Read more... )

People need to start spanking their kids again. Kids are so fucking rude these days it makes me want to scream. They run around yelling and talking at the top of your lungs in the library and the movie theater and I like to give nothing more than to bitch slap these little morons. The absolute fucking worst is when the walk in the middle of the ( Read more... )