Dec 15, 2008 15:21
I am very tired and drained. I think everything came crashing down on me today. I didn't go to to work. But I made it through the weekend and through the holidays stuff and through classes and other things.
I'm working on collecting my energy and toughing out the next crappy thing that slings my way.
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I was lying
I was truly thinking of
How I might quit waking up
He pointed out how selfish
It would be to kill myself
So I keep waking up
It feels so much like falling
Dying while I wait to die
The fear of something or nothing
Lonely empty lie
I don't want to be here, lying
I don't want to be selfish anymore
I want so much to change
Learning your love everyday
There's still so much to know
You grip my wrists
I let go
It feels so much like falling
Separated from the fear
Aware of a destination far away from here
It feels so much like falling
Separated from the fear
Aware of a destination far away from here
Far away from here
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