sacrifice

[angelhsent]

That is what a mother and a wife does. she sacrifies herself, her time and energy
to her husband, her kids and her friends and her family. But is the end result worth all that sacrifice? who knows we will have to wait and see.

Comments

Sacrifice

[lightworker]

What does that mean?Are you discontent with your life?Or is there something missing,something else you wanted for yourself?Mabe seeing your husbund who was discontent before and then finally deciding to do something about it makes you think about your own life and your place in the world.Mabe your lonsome for your unrealized dreams and future potentials that where somehow pushed aside or forgotten,buried deep in your heart ,screaming to be released and freed.You do the best you can, but theres that aching for something more.And you've either settled for less,gave up ,did'nt believe in your self or don't think you deserve it

Re: Sacrifice

[angelhsent]

I feel lonely sometimes. and jason doesn't understand me. you understand me but you are not here.I sometimes expect to much from my family I expect there support and they just don't give it to me.I love my life till someone tells me how shitty it is.

Re: Sacrifice

[lightworker]

Is'nt that how it always is?

Re: Sacrifice

[angelhsent]

It just bothers me when they tell me shit

[lightworker]

If you can't make your self happy,you cant make anyone else happy.

[angelhsent]

I think I am good at making everyone else happy
jason, my children including you, my family but what makes me upset is that sometimes I feel like I need my family and they are not there and my mom is gone and they should be there for me and love me with all there heart and I don't get that feeling from them.

[lightworker]

You've got yourself.And god.Who will always be there for you and loves you unconditionaly with all their heart,and always has in the past and for ever more... I love you very much too...but I'm to iresponsible with my life itself to ever be considerate enough to be their for you with the love,respect,and support you deserve very much.Don't take it personally,people take life for granted,have other priorities that they think take presedince over every thing else,at the time,or who are just misguided about their thinking,who are judging other peoples life and begrudgeing others their happiness because there is something missing in their own.Its not you
it's them.I myself am to flighty and out there to perticipate in life to be their enough for you or anybody.Its not a valid excuse I know but I do mean well and want the best for you.Your a stonger person than me.And a better person.

L

[lightworker]

I regret and am very sorry for that.I can't really change how i am.At least not until i'm ready.I'm me with faults and all.Sorry Charlie,you've got stuck with a rotten tomatoe for a friend.