thinking of my mom

[angelhsent]

i have been thinking of my mom lately. i miss her so much. i dreamed of her the other night. sometimes i wish to go to heaven with her but i have to girls who need me. i know that i didn't want her here to suffer but yet it is so hard to deal with her passing i mean i lost my mother and my grandmother in a years span. and both of some sort of

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[littlemayte]

Awww, I'm so sorry to hear this. I feel your pain though. My mother died when I was 10 years old. It's so hard not having her here......

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[angelhsent]

is it hard for u to remember her now ? that is what i am afraid of that as the years go by i will not remember her very good, her smell, her face, her smile i am afraid that i won'tbe able to tell my girls all about her. because my mom hardly took pictures so i have none of her except for my wedding pictures

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[littlemayte]

OMG, mine too. My mom HATED to have her photo taken. I really wish that had been different.

I'll be honest, I don't remember her voice, but I do remember other things. How her hands felt, her face, her clothes, things she did, things she said. True, there are things that are hard to remember. But, keeping her in your heart and remembering the times you had will help. It's hard, yes, butshe will always be in my heart and mind.

Much Love to you.....