imsomina
ok so I can't sleep!! aah this gets irratating especially when i am so tired that i want to crash out and i can't. Well since i can't sleep i guess i will tell u more about myself and my life. here it goes
I am 22 yrs old about to be 23 on april24 and i have two beautiful daughters ages5 and one and boy are they a handful !! i recently got divorced from their father beacuse he was mentally and physically abusive and an alcoholic. my older daughter Ashley took it hard but my little one Ariana doesn't even remember him I separated from him when she was 6 months old and even though we were married he was hardly around he would stay at friends houses or go partying and then come home and fight with me. well my mother passed away on oct 6,2001 and that is what made me realize that these girls were all i had and that i needed to be strong for them so i left him and started a new life. lucky i found my soulmate, you would think so soon but this prince charming had been by my side since childhood and i never realized that love and i mean true love was with me the whole time. it is funny because we dated in junior high and then broke up then i met the jerk that used to be my ex husband and fall for his scams , u see i was only 16 when i met him and he was 22 in the military i had never had what u call a real boyfriend till him and of course he took andvantage of my young age and when i got pregnant he acted to my mother like he was an honorable man and trying to fix his error and even though i didn't want to get married in mexican tradition if a girl gets pregnant she has to get married right away or go live with a relative til you have the baby and give it up for adoption, and i was not about to give my baby up for adoption so i went ahead and got married and when we got our own place that is when the hitting and the mental abuse began. the first time he hit me i sent him to jail and asked my family for help and they turned their backs on me so from then on i never got the courage to leave till my mom passed away and i realized that i had to take care of these girls and leave before they grew up thinking it was ok to get hit by a man. So like i said i left and started living with my best friend and her brother would come and visit and give me advice and a sholder to cry on and when i was ready he told me how he felt and told me he would wait for me till i was ready to be with somebody and love again and all those feeling that i once had for him in junior high came back and after dating a while we moved in together and got engaged and here we are today planning a wedding .we don't know if it will be a big one or a small one we will figure it out as we go along. and the best thing about this man is that he loves my girls like if they were his own. and they both call him daddy and to Ariana that is the only dad she knows. The biological father left the state and never calls to check on his kids and doesn't work and lives with his momma who takes care of him and he doesn't even give me child support so to me and my girls he doesn't even exist. SO THAT IS PART OF MY LIFE STORY sorry to put u to sleep with my vida loca until next time lots of love .....angelhsent
I am 22 yrs old about to be 23 on april24 and i have two beautiful daughters ages5 and one and boy are they a handful !! i recently got divorced from their father beacuse he was mentally and physically abusive and an alcoholic. my older daughter Ashley took it hard but my little one Ariana doesn't even remember him I separated from him when she was 6 months old and even though we were married he was hardly around he would stay at friends houses or go partying and then come home and fight with me. well my mother passed away on oct 6,2001 and that is what made me realize that these girls were all i had and that i needed to be strong for them so i left him and started a new life. lucky i found my soulmate, you would think so soon but this prince charming had been by my side since childhood and i never realized that love and i mean true love was with me the whole time. it is funny because we dated in junior high and then broke up then i met the jerk that used to be my ex husband and fall for his scams , u see i was only 16 when i met him and he was 22 in the military i had never had what u call a real boyfriend till him and of course he took andvantage of my young age and when i got pregnant he acted to my mother like he was an honorable man and trying to fix his error and even though i didn't want to get married in mexican tradition if a girl gets pregnant she has to get married right away or go live with a relative til you have the baby and give it up for adoption, and i was not about to give my baby up for adoption so i went ahead and got married and when we got our own place that is when the hitting and the mental abuse began. the first time he hit me i sent him to jail and asked my family for help and they turned their backs on me so from then on i never got the courage to leave till my mom passed away and i realized that i had to take care of these girls and leave before they grew up thinking it was ok to get hit by a man. So like i said i left and started living with my best friend and her brother would come and visit and give me advice and a sholder to cry on and when i was ready he told me how he felt and told me he would wait for me till i was ready to be with somebody and love again and all those feeling that i once had for him in junior high came back and after dating a while we moved in together and got engaged and here we are today planning a wedding .we don't know if it will be a big one or a small one we will figure it out as we go along. and the best thing about this man is that he loves my girls like if they were his own. and they both call him daddy and to Ariana that is the only dad she knows. The biological father left the state and never calls to check on his kids and doesn't work and lives with his momma who takes care of him and he doesn't even give me child support so to me and my girls he doesn't even exist. SO THAT IS PART OF MY LIFE STORY sorry to put u to sleep with my vida loca until next time lots of love .....angelhsent