It wasn't until I became a mother myself that I understand how hard it was for my mom, and I wish that I would have cherished her more than I did.Three years have gone by and I still miss her like crazy. I am so scared of forgetting the ways her perfume smelled on her, the sound of her voice, her laugh.

I need to start putting my  TO DO list on here because if I don't keep track of what I need to do for the day I will just laze around and put it off for tommorow

1. put away the kids clothes that I washed yesterday
2. get our clothes that needs to be washed together
3. take it to the laundry mat
4. vacumn the floor
5. put away the stuff in my room

I don't know if it's the new year or what but things are falling into place and I have found a new sense of calmness. I am looking into weight loss programs. I am thinking of starting weight watchers. One of my lj friends livemockingbird  has done so good  on it and she has inspired me more than she knows. I hope the program isn't to expensive. On a different ( Read more... )

this weather is making my asthma act up. I have been wheezing the past two weeks but I don't want to go to the docters and have them make me take steriods for it, because if I take steriods It will probably make my milk go bad and I won't be able to feed tristan. I know that he is already a year old butI think that breastfeeding him till he weans ( Read more... )

What is up with this weather? It is in the middle of january and our temperature is like 83 degrees here in San Diego.Now I have to go and dig out some shorts

Why is it that my family thinks that they have the right to let me know that "I am fat" uh thanks for the information but I know this already and I sure don't need them telling me. I haven't seen them in a long time and when I do this is the crap they tell me. I am glad they have reminded me why I stay away.

What do I get my husband for christmas? Man guys are so hard to shop for.

This arrived from a dear friend who lives in Southern Ca. Enjoy ( Read more... )

Man My thanksgiving has been a busy one. I found out my oldest kid ( Read more... )

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