Its funny, but I never really have anything happy to post in my journal. In fact, there seems to be one theme that repeats itself again and again: fear
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>>I am afraid. I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid of being with other people. I'm afraid to leave the house and afraid to stay in it. I'm afraid of death and most of the time I'm wishing I would just die.
When I write it down like this it seems so emo. So utterly fucking melodramatic. But that doesn't make it any less true.<<
Also...it sounds like my current take on life half the time lately. So...ummm...stop it, us in matching prom dresses is tacky? I mean...especially emo prom dresses. Those are tacky regardless.
Seriously, baby, feel better. Love you!
*hugs*
~fox
*tries to groom the emo out of fur* Ewwwwwwwwwww! *rubs emo off tongue and wanders off to try to scour the emo off with soaps and brushes* Yuckier than puppy drool!
I feel that honey, sometimes you just gotta say FUCK it and drag yourself along I guess. I just found the pain of loss and sympathise with you, we just gotta take what we can steal from life and feed off the carcus of our own souls if thats what it takes but we cannot ever give up
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When I write it down like this it seems so emo. So utterly fucking melodramatic. But that doesn't make it any less true.<<
Also...it sounds like my current take on life half the time lately. So...ummm...stop it, us in matching prom dresses is tacky? I mean...especially emo prom dresses. Those are tacky regardless.
Seriously, baby, feel better. Love you!
*hugs*
~fox
*tries to groom the emo out of fur* Ewwwwwwwwwww! *rubs emo off tongue and wanders off to try to scour the emo off with soaps and brushes* Yuckier than puppy drool!
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I just found the pain of loss and sympathise with you, we just gotta take what we can steal from life and feed off the carcus of our own souls if thats what it takes but we cannot ever give up
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