feeling lost!

Sep 29, 2004 17:28

im so lost in my life! it seems like everything to me doesn't come easy. sometimes i just wanna just screw it and just leave. i have to admit i do think about killing myself. its just i dunno. jus that i think of myself of a person just covering up the real me. sometimes i act a certain way becuz i jus hate myself at that certain time or becuz i ( Read more... )

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i love you piink_barbi3x69 September 29 2004, 15:09:36 UTC
leanna, my big sis, don't think like that. if you're scared of one of your friends ending up dead, then imagine what me, and all your other friends and family, must think when you're saying this. you're not boring, i dunno what makes you think that. you're very special to me. i'm sure that your mom and dad care for you, like you care for them. all your friends care for you and don't want you to get hurt. god put you on this earth for a reason, to face challenges, and for people to love and love you back. i'm always here for you. love, your little sis, victoria<3<3

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Hey Gurl babygurl1714 September 29 2004, 15:17:58 UTC
Lil sis. You know im always here for you. I think of thoes things too. You can always talk to me. Even though we have WAY different lives. They are alot the same. We can relate with alot of shit. You know I love you. And your parents love you. It may seem like they dont. But they both do. No matter what. And your dad. I think hes just trying to get things right with your mom. So hes tryin to get you guys to be an actual family. Love you lots. And hang in there babes. *muah*
Love your big sis bailz!

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chica_italia September 29 2004, 16:00:19 UTC
please bebes, dont be like this. i know its hard for you, i went thru the same stuff, sorta. i know i cant give great advice like them, but think of it this way. would you really want a perfect life where nothign went wrong? and leanna, i know it would hurt if someone passed away, but dont think about doin it to yourself, it would hurt so much more! i know things are hard, and they will be, thats how life is. and i know your 'at home' life may be difficult too, but thats just life. we're all here for you, and even tho you mite not see it, its true. we all love you leanna, and if you wanna be someone different,be someone different. ill still love you, as will alot of other people. if you wanna show your true self, then do it! ill still stand by you...

lean on me
when your not strong
ill be your strength
ill help you carrie on

please leanna, think about it, we all love you so much, dont feel bad for yourself, cause you dont need too. life is full of so much, so much more, why waste the time you have thinking of the bad things?

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