For you to be my inspiration,
my therapy.
How could this be?
So pure in thy eye.
Now opaque with distrust
and insecurity.

Today has been just fine so far. I am in my media communications class right now. So it's only 2nd hour. Well I am actually feeling just peachy today. My parents keep on asking me if I'm alright all the time & I'm like do I look otherwise? I am so jealous of the video productions class! (i'll be in it next year cuz the class i'm in right now is the ( Read more... )

Today was alright I guess. I have his gf in my 1st & 4th hour though. Today she started staring at me again. Here I'll tell the story. My schedule was messed up for the first week of school & so I finally got it fixed & was put in a History class which just so happens to have Steven in it, but then the next day his gf switches into the class cuz ( Read more... )

Well things were going well with this guy cuz he unblocked me. It was going great until he told me he liked me & wanted us to be 'friends with benefits.' I should've known better. But at the time i just wanted to win him over. So after the late-night texting went on for about 2 1/2 weeks, i text him last Friday saying "So what are you doing this ( Read more... )

New thing I HATE: fighting with guys' gf's.
Why can't they get it through their head that we're just friends!
I don't want to fight.
I can't believe his gf blocked me on his cell :(

There's this boy & kinda has my heart. I wish I could have it back but I can't. We talked for 12 hours straight yesterday. It was amazing! I was so suprised he called me. We even said goodnight to each other. I just don't know what to do since he has a gf. He said "you are very pretty, any guy would be lucky to have you." How sweet is that?! He ( Read more... )

Yay! I got my yearbook last night! The yearbook signing party was kinda boring though. There wasn't that many people there that I knew. Is it so bad that I am starting to fall for my friend's bf? Of course it is. It's just that he is like the other me. You know? Well it's almost the end of the school year so I won't have to worry about it. I just ( Read more... )

Why does everything have to be so complicated? I remember when I was a little girl having a lot of fun with my large group of friends. As you get older I realized that the group gets smaller. Time to make more friends. Unfortunately I have always been shy at making new friends. hmmm...I miss the good ol' days. *sigh* (even though it wasn't very ( Read more... )