I guess I just wish I'd been born.. made.. molded as a dominate personality. I wish I could take pleasure in selfish actions without the need to worry about whoever else's feelings around me. I'm so wrapped up in worrying about how others see me I'm afraid to ask for anything because how could doing anything I want to do be pleasurable for the other person when that person never asks to do it? I want to be needed.. or wanted, so I sit back and try to look as interesting as possible so someone might go 'hey.. let's go try that!', but it doesn't seem to be working. So I'm just trying not to be an obstruction, but my emotions scream at me to be one. It's all very... tiresome.
I am stuck in the middle of both opposites. I used to be at your end of the spectrum. I moved up this way. Weather's nicer, but it could be better. You should try it like I did. It's hard, though, if you're driven by outsiders instead of insiders.
=( If you ever need something from me, you got it love. I hope this lil project doesn't have you worried about what we think about you. Cause it's all good stuff! :3
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