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[angelicazn]

One of my biggest downfalls is that I don't know the emotion anger. When you think of all the things that would logically make a person angry, I respond to the same situation with hurt. I feel hurt before I feel anger and sometimes, no matter how much I want to slam a door, punch a wall or scream, I usually just find myself quiet, isolated and

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[icicle]

WHAT?!

I... I can't even believe this is REAL and that it is even happening, and that it is happening to YOU of all people!

I am so stunned. I just read this post over and over and over. It sounds like something written in a dramatic television or movie script. How can something like this happen to the most angelic, wonderful human being?

I hope things come to closure soon, no matter what the outcome. Anything would be better than what you're going through now.

I love you so much, I am so sorry you have to endure this crazy chain of events.

You are so strong. So strong.

Pain is weakness leaving the body.

[angelicazn]

I won't lie, I cannot believe it either. How do people like her really exist? Have I just been blessed to not encounter this before? Now I realize that the ordeal with Nicole, was nothing.

You are right though, every experience does make you stronger, but I am almost afraid of what I have to lose in order for this to strengthen me. I told him that I would not fight for him, because I don't have to. But the truth is, I am already fighting with myself to stay in this.

I do love him Carisa.

Thank you for being here, thank you for having faith in all this. I wish I could say that this is all coming to a close, but I know that she is going to confront me the next time she sees me. . .

wow...

[bobbyboy]

hello siu.

Im really sorry to hear you have to go through all of this. i too went through something like that. but i have found something good once again. things will fall into place eventually no matter what they are. i dont know the guy, but i really hope he knows that he has some one special right in front of him.

on another note, i am no longer at eckerd. wegmans has hired me to be in the pharmacy for better pay. i also get to work with an old pharmacist from eckerd, who will be my supervisor once again. it will be good.

you are a great person siu, one of the best ive ever met! i wish the best for you.

-smile :-)
-bob timpani

Re: wow...

[angelicazn]

Thank you bob.

I am glad to hear that things are going well for you as well. The job sounds like it is going well, how is the relationship?

As for this, things happen and I am lucky to have friends out there who really support and care for me. Thank you for being one of those people.