Its weird to finally be able to see it - gets me to answer questions by asking repeatedly, not letting me get off the phone. . . I used to think that was all normal.
It's amazing how there are some life events that make you (with every ounce of your being) not want to see tomorrow or what tomorrow could possibly bring. There was a time, shortly after the whole ordeal, when I can say that I honestly felt that way, not only did I not see sunny skies but couldn't imagine anything short of pure misery.
But getting off the phone with him the other day and not letting him make me cry for one of the first times ever, it gave me hope. It made me think that maybe, just maybe, it won't always be this way. I'm not sure when or how it happened, but something is changing, within me. Don't get me wrong, I'm still a bit cynical about the sunny skies, but maybe that will change with time as well.
You're right, its not my problem, but sometimes its just not that clean of a cut. Unless he did us all a favor and just never called me again.
yes it is bullshit. i think he gave up something good, and he is realizing it. but i think he deserves to deal with the guilt he may feel, because he hurt you and you definately do not deserve to be hurt. i am very glad you met a new boy. give him a chance. i hope things go well with you and your new boy. im having a wonderful time with my girlfriend. and i wish for the same thing for you.
i have a question...my girlfriend and i are thinking of going to boston in june...do you think you can give me tim and liz's phone number? you dont have to reply to this, but if you can send it in an email that would be awesome. my address is whiptheballatbob@yahoo.com, or rtt8654@sjfc.edu thank you very much and i hope for the best for you. :)
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Its weird to finally be able to see it - gets me to answer questions by asking repeatedly, not letting me get off the phone. . . I used to think that was all normal.
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im at work but i will definelty post a paragraph about my events later. ignore him.
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But that is no longer your problem.
I am so happy for you, and I am so proud of you. I see sunny skies ahead.
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But getting off the phone with him the other day and not letting him make me cry for one of the first times ever, it gave me hope. It made me think that maybe, just maybe, it won't always be this way. I'm not sure when or how it happened, but something is changing, within me. Don't get me wrong, I'm still a bit cynical about the sunny skies, but maybe that will change with time as well.
You're right, its not my problem, but sometimes its just not that clean of a cut. Unless he did us all a favor and just never called me again.
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i have a question...my girlfriend and i are thinking of going to boston in june...do you think you can give me tim and liz's phone number? you dont have to reply to this, but if you can send it in an email that would be awesome. my address is whiptheballatbob@yahoo.com, or rtt8654@sjfc.edu thank you very much and i hope for the best for you. :)
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I'll email that info off to you now!
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