Maybe misery is what I need to keep my sanity.
Everything is so fucked up right now, I don't even know how to sort it out. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't how things are going to be, and I hate that uncertainty. And I feel like crap for things I've done or wanted. As I should.
Whatever. I might not update for a while. I may or may not be gone this weekend, and after that, I'm going to ( Read more... )
Whatever. I might not update for a while. I may or may not be gone this weekend, and after that, I'm going to ( Read more... )
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As hard as it, just relax a bit and let everything hit you. Don't worry about if whether or not you did something wrong or about any one else's feelings except for your own. Do what you need to do to make YOU happy and never regret anything you've done. Saying you wish or you hope you could take it back (as I often have done) doesn't do a thing. It's just words. They won't erase everything that's happened so you just have to learn to accept everything for what it is, no matter how bad you feel.
Things'll pick up for you soon, don't worry. Just really think about what it is that you need to do to feel happy and even if it doesn't feel like it at first, that's the right thing for you.
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