I'd have to say the things I DIDN'T say. Simply because, I have missed alot of opportunities that I really wish I hadn't just for the fact that I didn't say what I should've/wanted to.
For example: When I was 14/15 I could've had a relationship with a wonderfully geeky guy. We both had crushes on eachother but instead of me admitting I liked him, we just remained friends.
And then a few years later, same scenario though this time it was with a girl. I had a crush on her soooo bad and I was pretty sure she liked me. We kinda dated but not officially. Looking back there were several opportunities that we could've made it official but, because of my shyness, we didn't. (She was pretty shy about these things as well~)
I agree! There are so many times I wish I could've spoken my mind. You're lucky that you can have a no-holds-barred attitude, and speak your mind, whether or not anyone gives a f*** lol. :) I really have always admired that about you! As for me..well, there's things I wish I could've done to stand up for myself, mostly. I was pretty cowardly and ducked down out of confrontation too many times.
I only wish I truly spoke my mind without censoring it. If I know I'll get shit for my thoughts... too often I go silent.
Doesn't tend to help me - that my thoughts get jumbled together so badly that sometimes I can't be sure what I was really wanting to say (when it comes out wrong...) Thank the gods Azail is as patient as he is.
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For example: When I was 14/15 I could've had a relationship with a wonderfully geeky guy. We both had crushes on eachother but instead of me admitting I liked him, we just remained friends.
And then a few years later, same scenario though this time it was with a girl. I had a crush on her soooo bad and I was pretty sure she liked me. We kinda dated but not officially. Looking back there were several opportunities that we could've made it official but, because of my shyness, we didn't. (She was pretty shy about these things as well~)
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As for me..well, there's things I wish I could've done to stand up for myself, mostly. I was pretty cowardly and ducked down out of confrontation too many times.
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Doesn't tend to help me - that my thoughts get jumbled together so badly that sometimes I can't be sure what I was really wanting to say (when it comes out wrong...) Thank the gods Azail is as patient as he is.
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