It's all good. Life ends up working itself out. Kinda funny how things work out in weird ways. I need to quit being so overbearing and worrying about NOTHING at all. I'm kinda ridiculous if I think about it. Once James explained his work story to me, and all he's been doing at work, I've realized that DUH, I need to sincerely calm myself. Yah. That ( Read more... )

well i never ended up going to necto but i went to laura's work for a little bit and had a couple of drinks. I guess James went out with his friends and stuff. I dunno. I think he's mad at me for calilng him when he was at work yesterday. He was probably really busy and I probably souldn't have called him, but I didn't know that my caller ID thing ( Read more... )

Why are people so stupid?! I'm on facethejury, right? yeah...and some random guy im's me on AIM and was like "great chest". EWWW. As if. I'm definitely not all about that bullshit. If I wanted that kind of attention, I'd go be a stripper. My FTJ pics aren't even REVEALING!! Stupid stupid stupid ( Read more... )

I feel just like a seesaw - back and forth back and forth. Sometimes I wonder if I really over-react about everything, and I honestly can say that I think I do. I think I need to be on some kind of relaxation medication. James and I are just fine. Of course I went nuts thinking he was going to be mad at me forever and break up with me and whatnot, ( Read more... )

Argh. How stupid am I? Sometimes keeping you big mouth shut is better than telling the full flat out truth of your feelings. I love James to death but I have a feeling he's not feeling the same way. He talke to his ex-girlfriend yesterday, and I guess they didn't really talk talk, but I guess they argued because she was being stupid or whatnot. ( Read more... )

Yeah - that icon below - so ME!

You know, sometimes I really wonder why I worry so much. There's never any reason to worry, and you'd think that after worrying all the time for no reason, I would stop worrying, but do I? Never! Oh well, what can I say. Well here's what happened ( Read more... )

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