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Nothing big to report, going to James' house in a few minutes. Just killing some time and writing in this thing for once in a bazillion years. Had fun yesterday...Anita's moving to California for a while so we all went out for a "goodbye celebration" @ Dantes. It was quite interesting. Fun night to say the least ( Read more... )

Wow...I never write in this thing anymore, but this event is certainly one to write home about. So last night, Jessica and I went to Peppers after work, and who should I see there as soon as I walk in?! Scotty. But before I move on, Jess and I got these "VIP" VIP passes. They are red and laminated and say +1 with our names on them, which means we ( Read more... )

Okay, last weekend has been probably one of the most interesting weekends I've had in a looong time. Jessica, Jimmy and I went to the Paul Oakenfold concert on Friday night, and then we got Jimmy into Dantes after the concert. We tried to get into the works, but they wouldn't let Jimmy in, because he's only 17, but that's just for a few more days ( Read more... )

I just don't know anymore. Everything seems like its turning upside down in my world. The only thing that's going for me right now is the fact that I've been in the gym everyday for the past two weeks, dilligently working out and lifting weights. I've lost 6 pounds since I started, completely gave up pop and fast food, and I've begun calorie ( Read more... )

WELL I TALKED TO JOHNNY. JUST FOR THE RECORD...THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US. THERE IS NO FUTURE. HE AND I ARE NOTHING BUT FRIENDS. THE WHOLE EPISODE IS IN THE PAST. WHATEVER WAS, WAS, BUT IS NO LONGER. HE AND I ARE NOTHING BUT FRIENDS, AND IF EITHER ONE OF US GETS TALKED TO OR HARASSED ABOUT IT, I'M GOING TO BE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY PISSED. K

I don't know. Maybe I'm not going to be so lonely anymore. I mean. I kinda sorta met someone that I think...just think that I might like. But you know what? Every time that I get my hopes up and I think that maybe I found someone I like, I get my face rubbed in the dirt, or I just get told that I make a better friend. So my anecdote to that is ( Read more... )

Okay. So I just realized a bunch of shit. I'm overweight,and I'm not happy about it at all. I am 25 pounds overweight and I am not going to take it lightly. I'm working until I'm back at that 115 where I was back in 11th grade. I haven't grown since then, and I am going to make my body what it was. There's no more bullshitting around. The weight is ( Read more... )

Okayz....my last few days have been mixed emotional. Friday the 13th was the last time I've been around. So yeah. Saturday was sweet. Went to Dantes...haven't been there in a really long time...well...2 weeks, but whatever. It's a long time to me! So Jessica and I went, and had a sweet time. It was rough, hah...we had almost no cash, but ( Read more... )