NYE Rant Feel free to skip on by
So I've been bad at really updating on reality land.
i need to get the last 48 hours off my chest because I'm sure I'm going to have to deal with the same relationship issues in the next 72 hours, at least....
So we all know my bf relationship came to a fantastically tacky ending on Dec 10th.
Shortly after mine crashed and burned my dear friend S--who i have told to her face, is in love with falling in love-- started into new relationship. Which may or may not be ending tonight. It was whirlwind, dancing on clouds, castle in the sky, "We're in LOVE".
Personally i wanted to gag myself with a spoon but I sucked it up and was as happy as i could possibly get with out going on a killing spree.
For NYE I went to her house and hung out with her and her mom and her son and her nephew. As bad as the boys were at points I would have taken that times 30 if I didn't have to deal with S the mighty Bi Polar Bear. She went from smiling to crying to upset to giggly. I thought I was loosing my mind. well most of this was due to him not having a power source to his phone and such. This is what I hypothisized all NYE night but she had a hard time believing it... Then they talked and it was ok. Then I had to deal with overly happy bubbly, sacran IN LOVE S.... Then he called right as we were watching the end of our umpteenth movie. She told me, in tears, that he was going to break up with her (OH FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS THAT ARE GOOD!?!?!)
I am a strong person, those that have seen me suffer through worse endings to older relationships, even during this time of the year, know this for a fact. But it is hard as a mother fucker to watch a dear friend put herself through this. She was calling him her perfect match....
Any who I hope to curl up with one of my new books and recharge for what ever round two will bring
i need to get the last 48 hours off my chest because I'm sure I'm going to have to deal with the same relationship issues in the next 72 hours, at least....
So we all know my bf relationship came to a fantastically tacky ending on Dec 10th.
Shortly after mine crashed and burned my dear friend S--who i have told to her face, is in love with falling in love-- started into new relationship. Which may or may not be ending tonight. It was whirlwind, dancing on clouds, castle in the sky, "We're in LOVE".
Personally i wanted to gag myself with a spoon but I sucked it up and was as happy as i could possibly get with out going on a killing spree.
For NYE I went to her house and hung out with her and her mom and her son and her nephew. As bad as the boys were at points I would have taken that times 30 if I didn't have to deal with S the mighty Bi Polar Bear. She went from smiling to crying to upset to giggly. I thought I was loosing my mind. well most of this was due to him not having a power source to his phone and such. This is what I hypothisized all NYE night but she had a hard time believing it... Then they talked and it was ok. Then I had to deal with overly happy bubbly, sacran IN LOVE S.... Then he called right as we were watching the end of our umpteenth movie. She told me, in tears, that he was going to break up with her (OH FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS THAT ARE GOOD!?!?!)
I am a strong person, those that have seen me suffer through worse endings to older relationships, even during this time of the year, know this for a fact. But it is hard as a mother fucker to watch a dear friend put herself through this. She was calling him her perfect match....
Any who I hope to curl up with one of my new books and recharge for what ever round two will bring