WHY IS THIS SOOOOOOOO FREAKING HARD!!!!!

WHY DOES MY HEART HURT SO INCREDIBLY BAD!!!!

i havent eatten in three days, i cant stop throwing up bile and foam. i think i cry 500 times a day. i couldnt stay at work today. i took like 4 brakes.

The most amazing feeling EVER. Everyone keeps telling me trust in God trust in God and its soooo hard. then right now katy and i were driving and the music was playing loud, windows down biiig smiles. then i thought HEY YOU KNOW WHAT! I AMMM going to COMPLETELY trust God with this. and by goodness ITS GOING TO BE OK whatever happens. this is time ( Read more... )

This is THE hardest thing to give up to God. I just want to close my eyes and make it all disappear

I always complicate these things

Been living everything for me

But who can match Your grace

Your mercy can fill the darkest place

...Still your love goes on...

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