1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

Every New Years has sucked. So as I expected this one to be. Wrong. Turns out, we made a way for me to get there and stay there. And so yea. It turned out to rock like hell, but I forgot about my problem with alot of pizza and cider. Secretly I threw up, three times. Made me feel better. But tis all good. Happy delayed new years. We've survived 04 ( Read more... )

I'm tempted to stay home. I'll be alone at midnight tonight. I don't think I'll go home or to grandma's. The park might be a beauty tonight. Might be a party to raid. Why do I feel so down at the end of every year? I'm going to call my mom's cell while she is at work, so she can't pick it up. I'll leave her a message ( Read more... )

DAMMIT IT ERASED MY ENTIRE I JUST POSTED! THIS DAY BLOWS! I didn't sleep, I drove for two hours discussing smurfs and donnie darko along with it was alright john travolta died in pulp ficition, I laid listening to the same bright eyes CD for over two hours, then the cure realizing it was depressing me. So I wander the streets, grab a jones, some ( Read more... )

Har har, Faith works for Zone ( Read more... )

Alright boys and girls, haven't been around lately, let me give an update otay? I've got a new FLCL dvd, the last two episodes, woot. I got a beanie with an angry kittie on it, which rocks, from "Fruits Basket. " I got Neuromancer which I read 130 pages of since getting it this morning, sweetness. Also Mona Lisa Overdrive, which I'll start after I' ( Read more... )

The presents we're cool, some of the people alright. But tonight, was another "On The Road With Mom. " Episode. Larry had been flirting with my mother, which disgusted me as he grabbed her ass, drunken fuck, then as I drive home, admiring the fog, my chest twists and turns. Stress and anxiety. My mom goes off like a grenade again. Here's our convo ( Read more... )

Today is Christmas. I fell asleep at four in the morning due to a rough night, and woke up at seven for no actual reason. My right arm feels broke. Yesterday was my actual christmas for the fact my mom works. I got ( Read more... )

My main computer is like totally dead. I should set it aflame, whorebag. I got to see Jacky after some semi negotiating on my return time with mom. Went to a graveyard and I saw some relatives of mine. A couple. Its amazing, I've got family and friends spanning every graveyard in the valley. Up in lodi, through modesto, in the hills, in SoCal. Yeah ( Read more... )

Yea, she is really an evil bitch sometimes. I love her as a mother, but I hate her as a person. She's sch a bitch. Yesterday she went off on me, and so I argued. She basically called all my friends immature, and I was about to respond how her drunk ass friends were always mature and good to their kids when its the total opposite. I told her she was ( Read more... )