I don't really have much to say. I am just really bored and sitting at home. I just got out of work- what the hell was I thinking going back to that placE? My God Mrs. Rowe is such a bitch. There was some guy in there today who was just talking about Mr. Rowe and going on and on and I just wanted to cry... but hey, no crying in the ice cream ( Read more... )

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Your Birthdate: December 20

Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading ( Read more... )

This is my last week on living on campus. All I can say is A freaking Men. I am so excited to move off. My plans for the summer are worked out I think. I am going home Saturday morning and staying home til the end of May, and I'm going to work at Big Dipper. Ah. It should be interesting. It's the only place that I know will give me a job for ( Read more... )

i'm standing

for what

i don't know

i'm waiting

for you

or for me

i'm not sure

it's getting to that time

i must be on my way

for what

i don't know

but that sun is gone

and all that is left

is your broken heart

and all that i kept

was my loaded gun

i didn't mean to

you know i love you

and when i wake up

it will all be over

foget it ever happened

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Weird story. Yesterday was one year since Mr. Rowes funeral. And one year ago yesterday was the first time I have ever actually heard the song "I know it's only rock and roll".... which is the song he always sang. Haha, it was rediculous. Anyway, so I heard it last year and haven't heard it since until yesterday! It came on as SOON as I got ( Read more... )

So. Yesterday was it. The day I had been dreading pretty much since... well last year when Mr. Rowe died. I have been kind of freaking out about it the entire month of April, which I still hate, but yesterday I was ok... Not great, obviously. But the whole day I just thought about the four years I worked for him, and I thought about every ( Read more... )

Haaaaaaaaaaaaapy birthday Kerrin ( Read more... )

dude.my laundry is so dirty.

obviously. it wouldnt be laundry if it was clean.

words of wisdom: kait marcil.

last night. tonight. every night.

haahhaha. dude. you suck. so does your mother.

haha. fuck. toights been great. one thing could have made it bette.r or worse. i dont know which. no more niughtmorares.

ajjajajaja

i fucking hate this month. i can't stop thinking about what happened last year. i can't stop thinking about him and how much i miss him and how he should still be here. i always think about him... but this SUCKS. i can't deal with it. i'm crying like every other second and i can't concentrate about anything else. my life is just filled with " ( Read more... )