this is a terribly boring Friday and all I can do is think.

I hate thinking too much.

Where's the food my dad ordered? And why can't I just be satisfied with life right now?!

HEY GUESS WHAT IM REALLY
FUCKING
PUMPED

FOR NO REASON HAHAHAHA

So of course, I haven't updated this in about a year ( Read more... )

So, I'm moving the 19th and 20th ( Read more... )

yay @ moving
yay @ summer coming


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That was seriously one of the worst nights ever. I can't even begin to explain what made it that way though.

But I really just have to say, I completely love John<3 He's the only one that kept me sane tonight, and if it wasn't for him there woulda been a someone's fucking blood on my hands tonight ( Read more... )

Today was something to be remembered...

My room is CLEAN, and this is a miracle -- I mean, not to sound like your typical teenager, but my room was a MESS. People tell me "Oh sorry my room is a TOTAL mess" and I'm like "bitch, haven't seen my room."

But now my room is packed into boxes and thrown into garbage bags and it's just a total miracle ( Read more... )

Happy Easter all my bunny-celebratin' friends! And if you're not Easter'ing, then uhh happy April 16th ( Read more... )

what is my problem? i just want to cry and i don't even know why!

maybe I do know some reasons but I shouldnt want to cry

So pretty much life has been okay, all is good at this moment.

EXCITING NEWS = We have finally found a home (a condo, to be exact) that my dad and me really like, and it's looking really probable.

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING GREAT?

I can't let myself get TOO excited, afraid that it might fall through -- but if it all works out, we could be out of here ( Read more... )