Master, forgive me for i have sinned

[angellegna121]

It has been two weeks since my last post. And I apologize immensely! For a number of things that I will get to eventually. I severely underestimated my ability to got to college full-time, work 35 hours a week with my promotion to manager, stay on top of my school work, keep the house clean, and stay on top of my journal all while getting the

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[makiandkaori]

Hmm. I have nothing I can think of to help with the mantra you would want. I hope you don't mind my asking this. But in terms of you and him. Is what he wants the most important thing to you? Do you want his happiness first over you're own?

I think if the answers are yes. Than a mantra wouldn't be that important. Since you would only have to remember that his desire is what you want. I hope i'm not overstepping my bounds here ^^;

But it's good that you realized how you're actions were and sought to correct them and apologize for it. That's a good sign of growth and commitment.

[angellegna121]

I want his desires to be the most important thing to me but the problem is they are not. I'm very selfish and I want to change. A mantra would keep my desire to change in the forefront of my mind.

[makiandkaori]

That makes a lot of sense. If I can think of anything I will let you know. I hope for the best for you :)