7-8-04

[angelnpurgatory]

It feels as if a big wave of depression has washed over me. It feels as it everyone is mad at me and want nothing to do with me. Sometimes I feel like crawling into a little ball and just getting away from everyone and everything. I don't know what to do or what is wrong and I'm worried that the next step will be suicidal. I'm so confused about so

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<3

[obscenedarkness]

Hey! OMG ure gunna be in Savannah b4 ure a senior! I promise u that! U need to call me tho! About ur uther problems...Im sorry, but I do promise u that no matter how bad things seem, they will get better....in time. I hope to see u soon! Dont do anything suicidal, b/c that will just prove that ure too weak to handle things..n I KNOW that ure strong enough to make it thru ur problems. I love you so much! <3 See u later babe!

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[angelnpurgatory]

jThanks Maria. Same thing to you I said to Scott. I'm sorry to say that what everyone says really doesn't help me get over my depression but it does make me feel a little bit better knowing that someone cares and worries about me. I don't plan on doing anything suicidal but I do get scared and worried that I might start acting like it. I'll be sure to call you sometime so we can meet each other sometime while I'm in ATL and before I go back up there this summer. I love you Maria!!!

dam woman

[darthking2000]

shit it aint so bad
lift ur head up high and keep walking on
theres really nothing any1 can say to u that u probably havent heards before
ur smart beatiful(god dam my spelling is bad) and just a good person
just realize that in life it dosnt really matter who likes u as long as u like urself
just look at me
nobody but a few people like and thats kool with me because they dont know what they are missing
+ i love me cause i kick ass
sure i may be kinda ugly and kinda chubby and all that and sure i may end up alone in life but im ok with that
kause this is ur life
and tis ending one minute at a time

ps i swear i will throw u a party if u want

u kan even spend the night ah wink

Re: dam woman

[angelnpurgatory]

Awwe!!!!! Thank you so much Scott. Hearing this all over again doesn't really help but it does let me know that someone cares enough to take the time to actually come out and say something. The only way for me to feel better about everything is something I wil have to work at on my own but it does help me feel a bit better when I see people actually care about me.