OK so again I haven't had much sleep. I finally fell asleep at around 4:30 and woke up at around 5. And to make matters worse. I can only sleep for about fifteen minutes at a time. I keep waking up feeling,... I don't know but it is a feeling I would rather do without. so I am up now at 0645 in the morning and writing this and wishing I cold sleep ( Read more... )

OK so I just got finished watching Titanic. Blah. Not a very good movie to watch right before going to bed but all well. Im a big girl.(in more ways then one) well anyway. I talked to Jerry tonight. You know, its weird.Because I can lie in bed and think of a million things to say to him, but then I hear his voice. Ah. What is wrong with me? I dont ( Read more... )

OK so I just had the most awesome night ( Read more... )

OK so this is what I got ( Read more... )

They say "Dont count your eggs before they hatch" . well I totaly disobayed that rule.lol. look and see what I mean ( Read more... )

OK so IM not so good right now. I just got a call from my sister, and she is telling me that my great grandma is going to the doctors today. With normal people that is just a brush off, but reviewing the things that have happened to my grandmother I am very worried. Lets look back. She has had 3 heart attacks, broken her hip, severed her liver, had ( Read more... )

Ok so I tried this quiz. Not to sure if it is realy me or not. All well you deside


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OK I am little emotional right now. blah. I didn't want to get this emotional right before church but hey, shit happens. Since I had not talked to Jerry in what over a week now, I had no idea how things where going. And now that I do I kinda feel guilty, because IM kinda glad this is hard for him too. I know things where getting bad, but for me it ( Read more... )

ok im now going to tell you , ignore any spelling mistakes ( Read more... )

well, another day in Louisiana i just got finished talking to Nathan about my "situation". blah i haven't told anybody about that and i cant believe i told him.why do some people have to be so easy to talk to. blah. well i had a total drama scene at my sisters house last night. we got in a whole big argument just because i don't call her enough". ( Read more... )