ok today was a much better day... it still wasnt great... i was kinda on the edge all day thinking that something terrible would happen... but it was alright so thats good...

um yeah matt told me he was going to be nice to me until the end of the year... but just the school year... not till december... and he said he'd try over the summer... yeah ( Read more... )

ok so my dad and i actually talked for once and he really did help me... it was a nice change... my mom on the other hand did not understand AT all and made it worse... i've cried a lot... its so gay too... i've decided what i need to do... i just need to put forth some extra effort on things... and that's what im going to do

i am SOOOO ready for ( Read more... )

ok so my dad and i actually talked for once and he really did help me... it was a nice change... my mom on the other hand did not understand AT all and made it worse... i've cried a lot... its so gay too... i've decided what i need to do... i just need to put forth some extra effort on things... and that's what im going to do

i am SOOOO ready for ( Read more... )

today sucked harcore other than it being hannah's 16th birthday and her appreciating my present to her... and pauls hugs make me feel good... so there were 2 good things...

i say that other people should stay out of people's (my) business... its gay that my 'friends'/people talk about me behind their back... around my good friends... and expect me ( Read more... )

ok so tonight i admired hannah's neat dancing skills... i also found some new ones to try out from the young'uns (at hannahs dance recital) i say way to go hannah *two thumbs up*... hannah will accepted into my dancing club whenever i make it, for she has skills... i like making clubs, they are fun, but this one shall actually follow through with ( Read more... )

wow ok so last night was the last glenn dance i may ever attend (unless i can somehow get tickets to favorites next year to support hannah) i had so much fun! carissa, eliza, karen, hannah, and kayla came over to my house somewhere in between 5:30 and 6 and got ready... yeah so that took a lil too long but we all looked 'pimp' so it was ok... then ( Read more... )

ok so i take most of what i said yesterday back... not even half of those people are mad at me and some of the 'mean' people are for sure not mean (jake and jens)... terribly sorry y'all...

so i went and got this cute shirt today... its pink... i like it... if i didnt then i prolly wouldnt have gotten it... so now ive gotta do homework so i can ( Read more... )

ok so before i say anything else... my wish came true... we dont have to play at the concert tonight... well i mean me chandra and zack by ourselves... so good... i really didnt care so much though... and we practiced... but whatever...

i dont care... and thats all i wanted to say... so really nothing deserves my attention right now... maybe this ( Read more... )

there are some things that i know about and others that i dont... the stuff i dont know about i sure would like to know...

things i know:

-shopping is fun

-i like shopping

-shopping with karen is fun

-shopping with hannah is too

-i idolize lauren fish

-she loooooves me :-D

-i am tired

-i DO NOT want to play at the orchestra concert with my ( Read more... )

WOW... today was actually pretty good... you know except for a few things...

wanna hear about it?... haha... good... well i mean if you said yes... in your head of course... haha... whatever im tired...

ok so today my outfit was like spectacular! seeing how i was the coach (and still am) of the pink flamingos and we were doin the 7 on 7 football ( Read more... )