too bad my family doesn't take vacations in the summer.

my sister found an apartment in alpine. she's moving soon. so is he... i want to also.

i have this pain in my side and my mom doesn't care. it's been there for a few days. it hurts to turn my body... for instance, it hurts to turn while driving to look in the lane next to me.

luckily i decided to still update even though my computer wouldn't let me last night when i tried.

so nothing has been going on other than me trying to make a decision about a... um very tough situation. i really hate changes. like even small ones i hate changing good things. and i hate when people change for the worse or when relationships change ( Read more... )

so i haven't written in this in like forever because i've been busy and it's been forever so i just keep procrastinating. a lot has happened since march.

let's see... my birthday. it was cool. i got a lot of flowers and stuff at school. and i got a taurus. it was tan and ugly. but it drove good. i say 'it was' and 'drove' because it wasn't really ( Read more... )

smoked a cigarette
smoked a cigar
smoked anything else
crashed someone else's car
been in love
been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
been in a fist fight
snuck out of parent's house
had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
skipped school
seen someone die
had/ ( Read more... )

i keep on meaning to update... i've even loged in a couple of times... but then i just don't... i'm getting pretty bored with this... i dunno why... maybe because i can't write everything i want because the wrong people might see it and i dunno... it could just cause problems... but oh well, i'm not done with it yet...

even though we just had ( Read more... )

spring break has almost come to an end... it went by way to fast... and it was not long enough... i don't want to go back to school... whatever though... at least we just have a 4day week then and 4 day weekend... the one good thing about spring break being over: karen will just have like 2 more days of soccer... then it's over! yay! more time with ( Read more... )

so, if it were like one month from now minus about 6 hours then i would have been born 16 years ago... cool right?

anyway, my week was alright... more 'sucky' days than good ones... that i can recal... things are getting better though... with everything. in some ways wednesday was just a terrible day but in some ways thursday was... sorta... i did ( Read more... )

so far so good... in reference to my grades this six weeks.

so this weekend was basically a weekend with the girls. it was nice. except eliza was sick and still is and we let katie down on friday so she's still mad at us... and wouldn't go to lunch yesterday.

me and karen hung out last night, i miss her.

i have begun on my spring break projects. ( Read more... )

sometimes i just need a hug...

sometimes i just need to cry...

but a lot of times, i just need a hug...

it's been a while... so... things that happened while i was... um not updating:

-valentine's day. i gave away a lot of candy and got a lot of candy too... along with other stuff... i decided that i'm pretty clever. heh.

-sweethearts and jazz. with the exception of our setback with hannah's dress it was a lot of fun. dancing and all...

-i don't like ( Read more... )