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[angelofpain28]

I havent seen you in such a long time and I have to say its not my fault. I have tried to get together with you for such a long time and I keep getting pushed aside. You know I dont shun myself away from my firends but it seems more and more as time goes by that I'm not missed at all. I know its just the continuing frustation but it seems like more

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[yebisu]

Although I cant relate, I know what you mean by that. Im not good at being a friend which is why I assume I dont have many and cant have that problem. Because of that I cant say anything really useful.

What I do know is that your a kind person and it makes me wonder how you can be among people but seem alone. I also know that enduring pain usually makes for a kinder heart, and this trial can shape you into something that can create even richer relationships in the future.

I hope you feel better sooner than later.

[angelofpain28]

YOu are a great friend of mine and have always been. If you dont think you have any friends, at least you know that you do have one dear friend.
:)

[chaseroflights]

I love you Amanda. I'm in a completely different country, and I still haven't forgotten about you. *hugs* I appreciated your friendship, even though at times, I know I was being a shitty person. Keep yer head up. I loves ya.

[angelofpain28]

I love you too and what you to know that this is in no way directed to you. But one thing that you should know is that you better come back to all of us in one piece. I love you and you know you are in my prays.
stay safe,
amanda