Just loving the sun and can't wait until June 25th. Still not ready to talk about the shit that was/is going on from my last post yet, but soon...I promise! Doing good otherwise. I'll update again soon.

Love and hugs,
~Shannon Lynn~

I'm sorry about my last post being kind of worry some, I had been trying to not allow a serious depression hit, but it ended up kicking my ass. I have now worked through that, and I'm doing much better ( Read more... )

I had this long post about how well the weekend went, but I deleted evrything cuz it really doesn't matter. The rest of the week has been fucked beyond belief, so nothing matters anymore. Such as life. I'm alive and that's not going to change any time soon, just not very happy.

~Shannon~

Today, I'm doing pretty good...a little worried about how this weekend will go, but overall doing pretty good. TJ is flying out to Alaska on Friday for his job and won't be back home until at the earliest Tuesday morning, but quite possibly not until late Tuesday night. I'm a bit worried about this because since he moved in with me a month and a ( Read more... )

So today sucked balls again. The kids were absolutely driving me freaking crazy. Isabelle and Emily were still sick; Emily was cranky as hell; Sebastian was being a brat; and Todd was kind of moody. It seemed like Troy was the only one that was being any good at all. By the time we left at 5:30, I was definitely ready to leave ( Read more... )

I am so glad that the weather has warmed up cuz I love springtime. It's my favorite time of year and I feel so good. I'm in a great mood and I feel wonderful ( Read more... )

I got the prettiest dozen of red roses and the sweetest card last night from TJ!!! It was so sweet that it made me cry! Gods, I love him so much!

Well after a pretty nasty fight over the phone on Sunday, DeAnna made in and picked up some of her stuff and then was able to make it back last night for the rest of it. There was quite a bit of nastiness said between both of us, but at least I know now how she feels. We are still friends, but I think it's going to take some time on both our parts ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not exactly sure what I did or said to bring this about, but DeAnna has moved back out to her mom's. She told me that she just didn't feel comfortable here anymore and I tried to figure things out, but we pretty much got nowhere. I talked to Tim about it yesterday and he told me that she had told him that she felt like I was ignoring her ( Read more... )

I am so uncontainably excited and ready to burst with joy, but also so completely scared out of my mind and ready to run away and hide til it passes, both at the same time ( Read more... )