I finally got my computer back with a bigger hard drive and more RAM. So it's faster and the beast is back in action! I miss being online! I don't have to rely on the computers at work anymore ( Read more... )

I feel emotionally unsettled. Something's not right, something doesn't fit. I wish I could figure it out. I wish I could say how I feel and not feel like an idiot when I do.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 31% Pure
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Your Power Color Is Teal
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Well, the past week has been interesting. Last weekend was lonely but I worked the whole time so it wasn't too bad. This week started off good. I have been selling for back to school like a mad woman. It makes me feel like a real career woman ( Read more... )

oh and in response to my previous entry (again) adding to the list

-he has to be straight

:)
I will find him someday Lizzy!

In response to my previous entry I will make a list of all of the things I want in a man ( Read more... )

I'm lonely. And I so badly want to be held and feel safe in someone's arms. I want someone to pass the time with. I want someone to make me smile and laugh, someone to give me butterflies in my stomach. Sadness today. I'm lonely.

This is a great day. And yesterday was a great day too! I went to see Gary today and he said he was so impressed with how well aII have improved in the last few weeks since my first horrible visit. I am wondering if it it too soon to tell. Perhaps this is just a quick high point and my annoying drepression will coming peek it's ugly face around the ( Read more... )

Well last weekend was uneventful to say the least. Saturday and Sunday I just worked and watched movies. Sunday night though Matt took me to Red Lobster and it was glorious. I ate so much. More than Matt. I can't decide if I looked like a pig or if he looked like a pussy. Maybe both. I went to see the fireworks at the fairgrounds on Monday but it ( Read more... )