I dont wanna be chapter 8
Title - I dont wanna be
Rating - for all - few swear words tho :O
Description - Sophie wants payback, got the idea from Nayley of OTH!
Not the best part was wrote on the way back from uni - but your views and comments are most appreciated.
It had been a few weeks since the incident with Sian’s parents and the girls were feeling as loved up as ever. They were spending almost all their time together. Sophie was in top form and even had scouts coming to watch her, she had even been asked to train with Manchester City Ladies. Things couldn’t have been more perfect. Sophie was also surprisingly acing geography and it was only a matter of time until the 3 words would be said in their relationship.
Sophie, Sian and Jack where watching cars. Jack had begged them to watch. Sophie had told Sian she didn’t have to but Sian had insisted; she secretly loved the film. The full family had taken an instant liking to Sian expecially Jack who was sitting happily on her lap as they all watched the film. Just as Mater took Lightening tractor tipping Kevin came into the living room, delighted at the sight before him. He really liked Sian and thought she was good for Sophie. He loved the way they talked about each other and found Sophie was now alot easier to be around, she was happier and he knew this was due to Sian.
“Sophie I think you have competition on your hands” Kevin jokingly said pointing at Jack cuddling up to Sian.
“Shurrup dad” Sophie laughed as Sian laughed along
“You don’t have to worry, only one Webster would win that completion” Sian played along snuggling into Jack deeper. Sophie scowled “fine Sian you be like that” said Sophie also playing along with a slight pout.
“I’m joking babe, you know you’re the one for me” Sian seriously said as she leant over to give Sophie a small kiss.
“Now ladies keep it U rated for Jacks sake” Kevin happily said as he exited the living room.
“We’ll try” Sophie cheekily called after him, kissing Sian once again before continuing to watch the film.
After the film Sophie and Sian made their way upstairs to get ready for the party at Jason’s. They were going together but Sian had promised Rosie she would spend time with her there seen as they hadn’t been hanging out just as much recently. “I’ll go and get ready in the bathroom and you can have my room” Sophie said to Sian picking up her black skinny jeans and purple top. Sian looked sat Sophie gathering her stuff.
“Soph... its okay you can stay here and get ready I don’t mind” Sian told her nervously. She knew Sophie would never push her into anything. She respected her vow and Sian was comfortable with Sophie so why not.
“Aww okay if your sure”
“Yeah its cool” Sian reassured her
“I won’t look” promised Sophie
“I didn’t say you couldn’t” Sian teased, causing Sophie’s eyes to whip around to meet Sian’s and her breathe hitched in her throat before they both laughed. Sophie turned away continuing to get ready. She couldn’t help but take a peak as Sian slid into her black mini dress. Sophie eyed up Sian's perfectly toned body as she put the dress on, it suited her, showing off her curves. Sophie instantly felt herself turned on at the sight of Sian and as soon as the dress was on she rushed over to Sian kissing her hungrily and enthusiastically.
“Mmm what was that for?” Sian asked slightly breathless
“Just for being you and also for being so god dam sexy” Sophie replied crushing their lips together once again.
Sophie sat with some of her team mates not really listening to what was getting said. She was too busy watching Sian who was chatting animatedly with Rosie. She wanted to go over so much and snake her arms around her and kiss her gently but she decided she should at least give her some time with her friend. They didn’t have to be together constantly though Sophie really wouldn’t object if they were. All the time spent with the blonde were treasured and all though Sophie thought it sounded cheesy the times spent with the blonde where the best moments of her life. Sophie stared at the coke that was in her hand taking a sip and blocking out the laughter beside her before resting her eyes on the blonde again. Sophie had decided not to drink tonight as she had a training session with Manchester City Ladies in the morning and really didn’t want to end up hungover. She watched as the Sian left Rosie and headed to the kitchen for another drink. Sophie excused herself and rose from the chair following the blonde. Rosie had had her long enough
Sian poured her 3rd Vodka and coke beginning to feel slightly tipsy. She was enjoying spending time with Rosie, laughing and catching up, but she secretly would rather be with Sophie. A pair of arms slid around Sian’s waist and a kiss was placed on her neck
“I’ve missed you gorgeous”
Sian melted into the touch before turning to face Sophie
“I’ve missed you too”
She let her lips touch Sophie’s as her hand tangled in Sophie’s hair, showing the brunette how much she had missed her. Sophie hands travelled from the blondes back down cupping her arse. Sian let out an involuntary moan at this loving the way Sophie made her feel. She made her feel like she was the one, that they were truly made for each other.
“Babe” Sian mumbled into the kiss
“Mmm”
“Babe I need to go to the toilet” Sian giggled “but I’ve got something I need to tell you when I get back” Sian said placing a final kiss on her lips.
Sian left Sophie with the drinks and made her way to the toilets, preparing herself. She was going to tell Sophie she loved her. It felt right. As Sian approached the hall she noticed a large group including an evidently drunk Katy flirting with Jason hearing snippets of the conversation as she got closer.
“So is Sophie like a dyke now?” she heard Jason say within the group. The obviously had not noticed Sian. Sian was angry. How could people be so judgemental? It shouldn’t matter that two people were together, two girls or not. What does it matter to them if Sophie was gay or not? A relationship was between two people not two people and the whole world. Sian was brought from her rant when she heard a familiar laugh.
“No silly. My Sophie aint no gay. She’s using that Sian to get back at Rosie Duh. She told me herself.” Katy slurred and the group laughed again.
“Using Sian to get back at Rosie” these words swirled around in sians head. She generally thought Sophie liked her, loved her even. How could she have been so stupid? Rosie was right. She had been made to look and feel like a fool. Although they hadn’t admitted love to each other yet Sian felt her heart breaking. She had to get out of here away from Sophie as tears threatened to fall. Sophie turned to the hall just in time to see Sian run out the door. Sophie looked to see Katy with a group of people laughing and instantly queasy. She headed after Sian, dreading what she was about to hear.
“Sian” Sophie called out into the night
“Stay away from me” Sian forcefully shouted
Sophie approached the blonde who was now sitting on the curb with her phone out
“Sian” Sophie said again “what is it?”
"Don’t you play games with me anymore Sophie. Don’t pretend you care. I overheard your buddies talking about how you used me to get back at Rosie! Was it some kind of game to you? Make me feel for you then go back to your friends and have a laugh about it!?”
Sophie was speechless and ashamed
“Sian it wasn’t like that, please listen” Sophie pleaded
“SAVE IT!” Sian spat back “I never want to see you again. People like you make me sick. Messing with people’s hearts like that. I told you everything, I confided in you, trusted you and to find out it was a vengeance scam for you well quite frankly it makes me sick. Your pathetic Sophie and you need to grow up” Sian Shouted to Sophie venting her anger, tears now filling her eyes.
A taxi pulled up and Sian quickly got in not wanting to be near Sophie for any longer.
“I thought u were different, but you’re not you really are an insensitive, spoilt, self centred bitch” and with that Sian left finally allowing the tears to flow down her face.
Sian’s words hit Sophie lie a tonne of bricks. She felt like she had lost everything. She didn’t even defend herself. It was true she was pathetic. She didn’t deserve someone like Sian. She knew it would come out eventually but she hadn’t thought it would be like this. She had wanted to be the one to tell Sian about it and how revenge hadn’t been a factor in a long time. Sophie headed to her car tears also streaming down her face, hitting her steering wheel in frustration. For the first time in her life Sophie felt alone and ashamed of who she was. All she wanted was Sian. She had to explain, make it up to the blonde if it killed her.
Sian can we please talk. It wasn’t like that. You mean everything to me please xxxxxxxxxxxx
Sophie text Sian hoping they could talk but soon realised it was going to be a hard task at the short reply
GO TO HELL
Sophie sighed and headed home deciding to let Sian sleep on it, but she was going to get the blonde to understand. Sophie was determined. She loved her and couldn’t throw that away.
Rating - for all - few swear words tho :O
Description - Sophie wants payback, got the idea from Nayley of OTH!
Not the best part was wrote on the way back from uni - but your views and comments are most appreciated.
It had been a few weeks since the incident with Sian’s parents and the girls were feeling as loved up as ever. They were spending almost all their time together. Sophie was in top form and even had scouts coming to watch her, she had even been asked to train with Manchester City Ladies. Things couldn’t have been more perfect. Sophie was also surprisingly acing geography and it was only a matter of time until the 3 words would be said in their relationship.
Sophie, Sian and Jack where watching cars. Jack had begged them to watch. Sophie had told Sian she didn’t have to but Sian had insisted; she secretly loved the film. The full family had taken an instant liking to Sian expecially Jack who was sitting happily on her lap as they all watched the film. Just as Mater took Lightening tractor tipping Kevin came into the living room, delighted at the sight before him. He really liked Sian and thought she was good for Sophie. He loved the way they talked about each other and found Sophie was now alot easier to be around, she was happier and he knew this was due to Sian.
“Sophie I think you have competition on your hands” Kevin jokingly said pointing at Jack cuddling up to Sian.
“Shurrup dad” Sophie laughed as Sian laughed along
“You don’t have to worry, only one Webster would win that completion” Sian played along snuggling into Jack deeper. Sophie scowled “fine Sian you be like that” said Sophie also playing along with a slight pout.
“I’m joking babe, you know you’re the one for me” Sian seriously said as she leant over to give Sophie a small kiss.
“Now ladies keep it U rated for Jacks sake” Kevin happily said as he exited the living room.
“We’ll try” Sophie cheekily called after him, kissing Sian once again before continuing to watch the film.
After the film Sophie and Sian made their way upstairs to get ready for the party at Jason’s. They were going together but Sian had promised Rosie she would spend time with her there seen as they hadn’t been hanging out just as much recently. “I’ll go and get ready in the bathroom and you can have my room” Sophie said to Sian picking up her black skinny jeans and purple top. Sian looked sat Sophie gathering her stuff.
“Soph... its okay you can stay here and get ready I don’t mind” Sian told her nervously. She knew Sophie would never push her into anything. She respected her vow and Sian was comfortable with Sophie so why not.
“Aww okay if your sure”
“Yeah its cool” Sian reassured her
“I won’t look” promised Sophie
“I didn’t say you couldn’t” Sian teased, causing Sophie’s eyes to whip around to meet Sian’s and her breathe hitched in her throat before they both laughed. Sophie turned away continuing to get ready. She couldn’t help but take a peak as Sian slid into her black mini dress. Sophie eyed up Sian's perfectly toned body as she put the dress on, it suited her, showing off her curves. Sophie instantly felt herself turned on at the sight of Sian and as soon as the dress was on she rushed over to Sian kissing her hungrily and enthusiastically.
“Mmm what was that for?” Sian asked slightly breathless
“Just for being you and also for being so god dam sexy” Sophie replied crushing their lips together once again.
Sophie sat with some of her team mates not really listening to what was getting said. She was too busy watching Sian who was chatting animatedly with Rosie. She wanted to go over so much and snake her arms around her and kiss her gently but she decided she should at least give her some time with her friend. They didn’t have to be together constantly though Sophie really wouldn’t object if they were. All the time spent with the blonde were treasured and all though Sophie thought it sounded cheesy the times spent with the blonde where the best moments of her life. Sophie stared at the coke that was in her hand taking a sip and blocking out the laughter beside her before resting her eyes on the blonde again. Sophie had decided not to drink tonight as she had a training session with Manchester City Ladies in the morning and really didn’t want to end up hungover. She watched as the Sian left Rosie and headed to the kitchen for another drink. Sophie excused herself and rose from the chair following the blonde. Rosie had had her long enough
Sian poured her 3rd Vodka and coke beginning to feel slightly tipsy. She was enjoying spending time with Rosie, laughing and catching up, but she secretly would rather be with Sophie. A pair of arms slid around Sian’s waist and a kiss was placed on her neck
“I’ve missed you gorgeous”
Sian melted into the touch before turning to face Sophie
“I’ve missed you too”
She let her lips touch Sophie’s as her hand tangled in Sophie’s hair, showing the brunette how much she had missed her. Sophie hands travelled from the blondes back down cupping her arse. Sian let out an involuntary moan at this loving the way Sophie made her feel. She made her feel like she was the one, that they were truly made for each other.
“Babe” Sian mumbled into the kiss
“Mmm”
“Babe I need to go to the toilet” Sian giggled “but I’ve got something I need to tell you when I get back” Sian said placing a final kiss on her lips.
Sian left Sophie with the drinks and made her way to the toilets, preparing herself. She was going to tell Sophie she loved her. It felt right. As Sian approached the hall she noticed a large group including an evidently drunk Katy flirting with Jason hearing snippets of the conversation as she got closer.
“So is Sophie like a dyke now?” she heard Jason say within the group. The obviously had not noticed Sian. Sian was angry. How could people be so judgemental? It shouldn’t matter that two people were together, two girls or not. What does it matter to them if Sophie was gay or not? A relationship was between two people not two people and the whole world. Sian was brought from her rant when she heard a familiar laugh.
“No silly. My Sophie aint no gay. She’s using that Sian to get back at Rosie Duh. She told me herself.” Katy slurred and the group laughed again.
“Using Sian to get back at Rosie” these words swirled around in sians head. She generally thought Sophie liked her, loved her even. How could she have been so stupid? Rosie was right. She had been made to look and feel like a fool. Although they hadn’t admitted love to each other yet Sian felt her heart breaking. She had to get out of here away from Sophie as tears threatened to fall. Sophie turned to the hall just in time to see Sian run out the door. Sophie looked to see Katy with a group of people laughing and instantly queasy. She headed after Sian, dreading what she was about to hear.
“Sian” Sophie called out into the night
“Stay away from me” Sian forcefully shouted
Sophie approached the blonde who was now sitting on the curb with her phone out
“Sian” Sophie said again “what is it?”
"Don’t you play games with me anymore Sophie. Don’t pretend you care. I overheard your buddies talking about how you used me to get back at Rosie! Was it some kind of game to you? Make me feel for you then go back to your friends and have a laugh about it!?”
Sophie was speechless and ashamed
“Sian it wasn’t like that, please listen” Sophie pleaded
“SAVE IT!” Sian spat back “I never want to see you again. People like you make me sick. Messing with people’s hearts like that. I told you everything, I confided in you, trusted you and to find out it was a vengeance scam for you well quite frankly it makes me sick. Your pathetic Sophie and you need to grow up” Sian Shouted to Sophie venting her anger, tears now filling her eyes.
A taxi pulled up and Sian quickly got in not wanting to be near Sophie for any longer.
“I thought u were different, but you’re not you really are an insensitive, spoilt, self centred bitch” and with that Sian left finally allowing the tears to flow down her face.
Sian’s words hit Sophie lie a tonne of bricks. She felt like she had lost everything. She didn’t even defend herself. It was true she was pathetic. She didn’t deserve someone like Sian. She knew it would come out eventually but she hadn’t thought it would be like this. She had wanted to be the one to tell Sian about it and how revenge hadn’t been a factor in a long time. Sophie headed to her car tears also streaming down her face, hitting her steering wheel in frustration. For the first time in her life Sophie felt alone and ashamed of who she was. All she wanted was Sian. She had to explain, make it up to the blonde if it killed her.
Sian can we please talk. It wasn’t like that. You mean everything to me please xxxxxxxxxxxx
Sophie text Sian hoping they could talk but soon realised it was going to be a hard task at the short reply
GO TO HELL
Sophie sighed and headed home deciding to let Sian sleep on it, but she was going to get the blonde to understand. Sophie was determined. She loved her and couldn’t throw that away.