I dont wanna be chapter 10
Title - I dont wanna be
Rating - for all.
Description - Sophie wants payback, got the idea from Nayley of OTH!
Sorry its been so long! i promise to not leave it soo long next time. hopefully. anyway this is everyone who reads an comments on this....you know who you are :D! love you guys!!!!
The next few weeks where possibly the hardest of both Sophie and Sian’s life. Sophie had explained to Katy how it had started as a revenge gig fir her but then she had genuinely developed feelings for Sian. Katy couldn’t believe that she had caused Sophie this heart ache. She felt terrible for what Sian had overheard and only wished that Sophie had told her sooner. She hated that she had caused her best friend so much anguish and so she was helping Sophie in her quest to get Sian to understand, thought this was easier said than done. Sian had avoided Sophie like the plague. The closest either had got was seeing the blonde in the corridor, but Sian always seemed to disappear before they could get close enough. Sophie threw herself into training. It was the one thing that managed to help fill the gaping hole she had felt within herself. It was going well with Manchester City Ladies and Sophie was looking forward to her first game with the U21 squad, though nothing would make the game special without Sian there. Sophie desperately wanted Sian to come but it was looking highly unlikely. She missed talking and spending time with the blonde, she couldn’t get her off her mind. Sophie’s school football wasn’t going as well as club football. Rosie had went right through her on the first training session back after Sian had found out; earning Sophie a slap which Sophie was sure had just about knocked her into next week. Katy had immediately ran from the sidelines to defender her friend but Sophie had pulled her back. She wanted to retaliate but that would only make it worse and part of her thought she deserved it. The only thing Sophie wished was that Rosie and Sian could see how much she loved Sian. All Sophie needed was a chance; just one chance to explain her actions. If it still didn’t work she was willing to let Sian go and be happy, even if it left herself miserable. She cared too much to ruin the blondes happiness further, but unfortunately she hadn’t seen such an opening yet.
It had been a month. A month! Since Sophie had last spoke to Sian; that fateful night, and Sophie was no further forward to explaining herself to the blonde. Sian literally didn’t want to know or want to give her the time of day. Sophie didn’t think it would be this hard.
Sophie decended to the football pitch, usually she would be excited for a school match, but her heart didn’t seem to be in it this time. The last school she had had against their local rivals Sian had asked her out and now Sian couldn’t even stand the sight of her. Sophie sighed. Oh how times had changed, the game started well, Sophie had finally managed to get her head in the game though it wasn’t easy. She picked the ball up in midfield, searching for a pass; she had clocked her team mate free on the right when she saw those piercing blue eyes. Sophie felt her heart rate increase her heart desperately shouting out for the blonde. It was as if time had stopped when their eyes met. All too soon Sophie was brought back to reality by the piercing screams from her teammates as she gave the ball away after getting lost in the blonde’s eyes. Sophie couldn’t concentrate any longer. Her mind was consumed by the blonde, her heart was breaking her ribcage wanting the feel of Sian on her again, and it wasn’t long before she was brought off
“Webster whats up with you? Something more important than the game” she heard her coach shout as she rushed from the pitch
“Yes” Sophie quickly shouted heading towards Sian.
Sian shifted uncomfortably as she noticed Sophie coming towards her; she knew she shouldn’t have come here. Sian’s heart twisted as soon as her eyes met Sophie’s in the game, not only had Sophie hurt Rosie, she had also succeeded in hurting Sian in a way that Sian didn’t think was imaginable. As Sophie got closer her heart screamed for Sophie. Sian scowled at herself, annoyed that she had let herself get so close Sophie; to feel for Sophie. Sian started around looking for her escape, before she could contemplate moving the brunette stood in front of her all sweaty and red faced from the game but still utterly gorgeous and breath taking.
“Hi” Sophie said nervously and slightly out of breath.
Sian didn’t reply. Just scowled. Thinking of her best escape. “Sian listen, what you heard it wasnt like that, it did start like that but then I developed feelings for you. Please don’t let it ruin what we have. I promise to make it up to you. Sian I care about you so much” Sophie quickly poured her feeling out fearing this would be her only chance to express to the girl in front of her. Sian slowly digested Sophie’s words not knowing how to react.
“Sophie I’m sorry I can’t do this. I just don’t know what’s real anymore. I don’t know if I can trust you” Sian said defeated. Before Sophie could hit back at what Sian had said and tell the blonde that it was all real Sian was gone. Sophie just stood in shock knowing she had blown her one chance loosing Sian forever.
“SHOTS SHOTS SHOT” various party goers chanted as Sophie and the rest of the school downed various shots in quick succession. They were having an after game party celebrating both the girls and boys teams’ victory after the local rivals. Any excuse for a party. Sophie had joined in every drinking game going, wanting to numb the pain of Sian. She felt she had nothing left to lose and getting slaughtered seemed like the perfect way to forget her problems, even just for a while.
“WOOOOOOOO” Sophie called as she finished her lines of shots. “more drinks. More Drinks. MORE DRINKS” Sophie called as tequila was placed in front of her “who is brave enough to take thee Sophie Webster on in a drinking completion then!?” Sophie enthusiastically slurred looking for a challenge. It was obvious to anyone that Sophie was extremely drunk.
“Eh babe do you not think you’ve had enough?” Katy asked as Sophie began a tequila race with Jason
“No” she slurred taking her line of salt “its your fault I’m like this” she said as she finished her shot before thrusting the lemon in her mouth “if you hadn’t said anything about Sian, I’d still be happy with my girl” she slurred angrily feeling the anger burning up in her along with the burning desire to vomit. Sophie tossed the lemon to the side and continued to throw shots down her throat loving the burning taste and ignoring the vomit sensation in her stomach. Katy was taken aback, this was the worst she had ever witnessed her friend. She watched as Sophie made her way, staggered, over to the couch and collapsed upon it clearly comatosed. Katy followed Sophie over. Noticing she was passed out she took Sophie’s phone making her way outside knowing she needed to get Sophie home.
Sian arrived apprehensive of what she was going to find. Hoping this wasn’t some kind of set up. She wanted to forget and leave Sophie but she couldn’t. Katy had sounded so worried on the phone and quite frankly she was worried about her too. She entered and immediately noticed Sophie passed out on the sofa. Sian shook her head upset at the state of Sophie.
“Thank god you came” Katy said as Sian continued to stare at Sophie’s intoxicated state. “Sian I’m so sorry I didn’t know who else to call” she continued grabbing Sian. Sian didn’t say anything but just continued to watch Sophie slumped on the sofa. And anger filled her.
“How could you let her get in this kind of state” Sian spat angrily “some friend you are”
“I’m sorry I didn’t even notice she had drunk that much as first but the she just kept downing shots. Sian I’m serious I’ve never seen her this bad. She’s paraletic” Katy pulled Sian to face her “look I know your mad at Sophie and me but Sophie really does care for you, she been a wreak since all this happened. I’ve never known Sophie to care for someone they way she cares for you Sian. Give her a chance to explain will ya?” Sian took in Katy. Knowing she was right.
“Ill try” she sighed defeated “don’t worry I’ll take care of her”
With a little help from Katy Sian had finally got Sophie into a taxi. She had considered taking her home but didn’t think Kevin and Molly would take to well to her coming home in this state, so Sian text them from Sophie’s phone telling them she was staying out tonight. Sian helped Sophie up her stairs and into her room. She eventually managed to dress Sophie in one of her old t-shirts and placed her into bed; all the while Sophie was completely oblivious.
Sian made her way across the room she was planning on sleeping on the couch tonight.
“Sian....” she heard Sophie whisper. Sian thought Sophie was asleep and didn’t quite know how to react. She stayed silent continuing to listen to the brunette when she heard those three words that melted her heart. “I love you.”
Rating - for all.
Description - Sophie wants payback, got the idea from Nayley of OTH!
Sorry its been so long! i promise to not leave it soo long next time. hopefully. anyway this is everyone who reads an comments on this....you know who you are :D! love you guys!!!!
The next few weeks where possibly the hardest of both Sophie and Sian’s life. Sophie had explained to Katy how it had started as a revenge gig fir her but then she had genuinely developed feelings for Sian. Katy couldn’t believe that she had caused Sophie this heart ache. She felt terrible for what Sian had overheard and only wished that Sophie had told her sooner. She hated that she had caused her best friend so much anguish and so she was helping Sophie in her quest to get Sian to understand, thought this was easier said than done. Sian had avoided Sophie like the plague. The closest either had got was seeing the blonde in the corridor, but Sian always seemed to disappear before they could get close enough. Sophie threw herself into training. It was the one thing that managed to help fill the gaping hole she had felt within herself. It was going well with Manchester City Ladies and Sophie was looking forward to her first game with the U21 squad, though nothing would make the game special without Sian there. Sophie desperately wanted Sian to come but it was looking highly unlikely. She missed talking and spending time with the blonde, she couldn’t get her off her mind. Sophie’s school football wasn’t going as well as club football. Rosie had went right through her on the first training session back after Sian had found out; earning Sophie a slap which Sophie was sure had just about knocked her into next week. Katy had immediately ran from the sidelines to defender her friend but Sophie had pulled her back. She wanted to retaliate but that would only make it worse and part of her thought she deserved it. The only thing Sophie wished was that Rosie and Sian could see how much she loved Sian. All Sophie needed was a chance; just one chance to explain her actions. If it still didn’t work she was willing to let Sian go and be happy, even if it left herself miserable. She cared too much to ruin the blondes happiness further, but unfortunately she hadn’t seen such an opening yet.
It had been a month. A month! Since Sophie had last spoke to Sian; that fateful night, and Sophie was no further forward to explaining herself to the blonde. Sian literally didn’t want to know or want to give her the time of day. Sophie didn’t think it would be this hard.
Sophie decended to the football pitch, usually she would be excited for a school match, but her heart didn’t seem to be in it this time. The last school she had had against their local rivals Sian had asked her out and now Sian couldn’t even stand the sight of her. Sophie sighed. Oh how times had changed, the game started well, Sophie had finally managed to get her head in the game though it wasn’t easy. She picked the ball up in midfield, searching for a pass; she had clocked her team mate free on the right when she saw those piercing blue eyes. Sophie felt her heart rate increase her heart desperately shouting out for the blonde. It was as if time had stopped when their eyes met. All too soon Sophie was brought back to reality by the piercing screams from her teammates as she gave the ball away after getting lost in the blonde’s eyes. Sophie couldn’t concentrate any longer. Her mind was consumed by the blonde, her heart was breaking her ribcage wanting the feel of Sian on her again, and it wasn’t long before she was brought off
“Webster whats up with you? Something more important than the game” she heard her coach shout as she rushed from the pitch
“Yes” Sophie quickly shouted heading towards Sian.
Sian shifted uncomfortably as she noticed Sophie coming towards her; she knew she shouldn’t have come here. Sian’s heart twisted as soon as her eyes met Sophie’s in the game, not only had Sophie hurt Rosie, she had also succeeded in hurting Sian in a way that Sian didn’t think was imaginable. As Sophie got closer her heart screamed for Sophie. Sian scowled at herself, annoyed that she had let herself get so close Sophie; to feel for Sophie. Sian started around looking for her escape, before she could contemplate moving the brunette stood in front of her all sweaty and red faced from the game but still utterly gorgeous and breath taking.
“Hi” Sophie said nervously and slightly out of breath.
Sian didn’t reply. Just scowled. Thinking of her best escape. “Sian listen, what you heard it wasnt like that, it did start like that but then I developed feelings for you. Please don’t let it ruin what we have. I promise to make it up to you. Sian I care about you so much” Sophie quickly poured her feeling out fearing this would be her only chance to express to the girl in front of her. Sian slowly digested Sophie’s words not knowing how to react.
“Sophie I’m sorry I can’t do this. I just don’t know what’s real anymore. I don’t know if I can trust you” Sian said defeated. Before Sophie could hit back at what Sian had said and tell the blonde that it was all real Sian was gone. Sophie just stood in shock knowing she had blown her one chance loosing Sian forever.
“SHOTS SHOTS SHOT” various party goers chanted as Sophie and the rest of the school downed various shots in quick succession. They were having an after game party celebrating both the girls and boys teams’ victory after the local rivals. Any excuse for a party. Sophie had joined in every drinking game going, wanting to numb the pain of Sian. She felt she had nothing left to lose and getting slaughtered seemed like the perfect way to forget her problems, even just for a while.
“WOOOOOOOO” Sophie called as she finished her lines of shots. “more drinks. More Drinks. MORE DRINKS” Sophie called as tequila was placed in front of her “who is brave enough to take thee Sophie Webster on in a drinking completion then!?” Sophie enthusiastically slurred looking for a challenge. It was obvious to anyone that Sophie was extremely drunk.
“Eh babe do you not think you’ve had enough?” Katy asked as Sophie began a tequila race with Jason
“No” she slurred taking her line of salt “its your fault I’m like this” she said as she finished her shot before thrusting the lemon in her mouth “if you hadn’t said anything about Sian, I’d still be happy with my girl” she slurred angrily feeling the anger burning up in her along with the burning desire to vomit. Sophie tossed the lemon to the side and continued to throw shots down her throat loving the burning taste and ignoring the vomit sensation in her stomach. Katy was taken aback, this was the worst she had ever witnessed her friend. She watched as Sophie made her way, staggered, over to the couch and collapsed upon it clearly comatosed. Katy followed Sophie over. Noticing she was passed out she took Sophie’s phone making her way outside knowing she needed to get Sophie home.
Sian arrived apprehensive of what she was going to find. Hoping this wasn’t some kind of set up. She wanted to forget and leave Sophie but she couldn’t. Katy had sounded so worried on the phone and quite frankly she was worried about her too. She entered and immediately noticed Sophie passed out on the sofa. Sian shook her head upset at the state of Sophie.
“Thank god you came” Katy said as Sian continued to stare at Sophie’s intoxicated state. “Sian I’m so sorry I didn’t know who else to call” she continued grabbing Sian. Sian didn’t say anything but just continued to watch Sophie slumped on the sofa. And anger filled her.
“How could you let her get in this kind of state” Sian spat angrily “some friend you are”
“I’m sorry I didn’t even notice she had drunk that much as first but the she just kept downing shots. Sian I’m serious I’ve never seen her this bad. She’s paraletic” Katy pulled Sian to face her “look I know your mad at Sophie and me but Sophie really does care for you, she been a wreak since all this happened. I’ve never known Sophie to care for someone they way she cares for you Sian. Give her a chance to explain will ya?” Sian took in Katy. Knowing she was right.
“Ill try” she sighed defeated “don’t worry I’ll take care of her”
With a little help from Katy Sian had finally got Sophie into a taxi. She had considered taking her home but didn’t think Kevin and Molly would take to well to her coming home in this state, so Sian text them from Sophie’s phone telling them she was staying out tonight. Sian helped Sophie up her stairs and into her room. She eventually managed to dress Sophie in one of her old t-shirts and placed her into bed; all the while Sophie was completely oblivious.
Sian made her way across the room she was planning on sleeping on the couch tonight.
“Sian....” she heard Sophie whisper. Sian thought Sophie was asleep and didn’t quite know how to react. She stayed silent continuing to listen to the brunette when she heard those three words that melted her heart. “I love you.”