I Dont Wanna Be - Chapter 12

Feb 10, 2011 19:46

Title - I dont wanna be
Rating - 15
Description - Sophie wants payback
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Sophie and Sian sprinted hand in hand into Sophie’s both shivering from the cold and rain. They made their way into the living room, drops or rain dipping continuously from them.

GONE TO YOUR GRANDADS BE BACK LATER DAD X

Sophie looked at the note then back at Sian

“Looks like it’s just me and you. Come on before we catch a cold” heading upstairs

Sophie wrapped a towel around Sian in an attempt to stop her shivering. Sian couldn’t tell if the shivers where coming from coldness or Sophie’s touch.

“Here” Sophie spoke as she handed Sian a pair of joggers and a t-shirt “put these on and get under the covers” she told Sian while peeling off her wet clothes.

Once both changed they both got under the covers still shivering. Sophie wrapped her arms around Sian pulling her closer, entwining their legs, spooning. Sophie took in a deep breath inhaling Sian’s scent and immediately feeling drunk on it. To her this is what heaven would smell like. Sian turned to face Sophie.

“You okay” Sophie asked

Sian blushed “yeah it’s just I don’t know what I would have done if we didn’t make it up”
Sophie silenced the blondes fears with a kiss “don’t worry you’ve got me now babe I’m not going anywhere”

“Forever?”

“Yeah forever”

Sophie captured Sian’s lips, whose tongue instantly swept along her bottom lip, Sophie accepted it into her mouth moaning as made contact with her own tongue, her hands sweeping the blondes side, causing Sian to moan at the skin on skin contact. Sophie gripped Sian’s waist pulling her on top of her, never breaking the kiss. Sian slipped her thigh in-between Sophie’s leg; a loud uncontrollable moan erupting from Sophie clearly turned on. Sian pulled away looking into Sophie’s eyes.

“What’s wrong?” Sophie asked instantly feeling self consions

“Nothing” Sian mumbled.

Sophie leaned up onto her elbows as Sian continued to straddle her “babe”

“I’m sorry it’s just I’m not ready” Sian admitted. Sophie smiled how adorable could one girl be.

“Shhh babe don’t worry, I’ll wait. I love you” a slight smile appeared on Sian’s face “now can you please me kissing me?” Sophie asked

A bigger smile appeared on Sian’s face as she leant down taking Sophie’s lips “I love you” she managed in between kisses while gently nibbling on Sophie’s lips. Not giving the brunette time to reply she pressed her tongue into the brunette’s mouth, both finally feeling complete.

_______S&S_______

Everything was going great for both Sophie and Sian. Sian had came to Sophie’s first Man City game and was chuffed to pieces as Sophie got on for the last 20 minutes, and instantly made an impact. Katy had even made an effort with Sian and Sian was beginning to feel more and more comfortable around Sophie’s group of friends.
Sophie was making her way to her car after school training. She wasn’t seeing Sian later as she was tutoring so she wasn’t really in any rush to get home.
Sophie was just pulling out the school car park when it started to rain. She cranked up the music and made her way down the street when she saw Rosie waiting at the bus stop. Sophie debated whether to stop; her and Rosie had been getting on recently, well being civilized at least. Sophie pulled up at the bus stop and put down the window

“Get in” she shouted at her sister. Sophie looked at her sister then back to the rain before getting in

“Thanks”

Sophie drove on as a silence filled the car. Sophie hated that she had this uncomfortable silence with her sister, she didn’t even know where it went wrong, the only thing she could remember was Rosie always being with her mom and Sophie her dad and somehow they had just grown apart, ending with them resenting each other.

Rosie spoke breaking the silence and Sophie from her thoughts “she missed you y’know”
Sophie remained silent, she missed her mom too, she had molly but she could never see her as a mother figure.

“Me too” Sophie croaked.

_______S&S_______

Rosie’s words played on Sophie’s mind. She hadn’t really noticed until recently how much she missed her mom. Sophie received cards and invites all the time but Sophie had never really been interested; she always felt her mother favoured Rosie anyway. Sophie was surprised at how well she had been getting on with Rosie recently. Sian had made Sophie a better person, she was just always happy and in a positive mood now, she used to be angry and want to make peoples life hell just as long as she had a good time but now it was as if Sian had given her a new reason in life. Sophie loved this loved up feeling, it was something she had never experienced and she never wanted it to end. She now knew what it felt like to want to be with someone constantly and to always have that person on your mind, the blonde had well and truly infiltrated her brain.

And so it was with a little bit of Sian’s encouragement and her chats with Rosie that had put Sophie were she was at this moment. Outside her mother’s house. Sophie hesitated before building up the courage to knock on the door. Sophie waited contemplating turning back when the door was opened.

Sally stared at her daughter not quiet believing what she was seeing; she regained her composed and immediately pulled Sophie in for a hug. All of a sudden Sophie broke down in tears, falling into her mother’s warm embrace.
Sophie and Sally sat on the living room catching up. Sally was happy to see daughter noticing how much she had matured, Sophie seemed content and happy and sally was greatful to be given this chance with her daughter.

“Would you like to come to one of my games?” Sophie asked her mother as she sipped on her tea. She had really enjoyed spending time with her mom and hoped to so it more, rebuild up the mother daughter relationship. Sally beamed delighted at her daughters offer.

Sally immediately accepted the offer “I would love too. You must come for dinner after it love”
They sat for a while more, Sally asking how she was getting on at school and about her relationship with Sian. Sally was a bit shocked at Sophie being gay but she was soon beaming that her daughter knew her own mind and Sian was a lovely girl. She obviously made Sophie happy so that was what was most important.

“Mom I’m home” Rosie called

Rosie and Sian entered the living room

“Hi girls” sally called to her eldest and Sian. Rosie looked between her sister and mother, joy on her face as she noticed various cups on the coffee table. They had obviously been chatting for a while as the happiness was radiating from her mother. Rosie knew how much her mother had wanted to get to know her youngest and how much it had pained her when Sophie hadn’t returned her calls or made an effort. Sian grinned also at the sight of her girlfriend.

“Well I best be heading me dad will be expecting me” Sophie spoke

“Okay love it’s been great seeing you. Don’t leave it too long eh and I’ll give you a ring about your game and dinner” sally said giving Sophie a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
Sophie grinned happily “yeah mom I’d like that, byeee “

“Bye” sally and Rosie both called as Sian followed Sophie to the door.

“You have a good time then?” she asked

Sophie smiled “yeah I did babe” she gave Sian a quick kiss “better now I’ve got to see you though. I’ll give u a text later babe” kissing Sian again.

Sian took Sophie’s hand “I’m proud of you babe, making an effort and all”

“Well babe you seem to bring out the softer side of me”

Sian chuckled lightly “I love you Sophie Webster”

“I love you an’ all”
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