Weekend update and other random thoughts

[angelsmami]

So I had a full weekend.

Let’s start with July 2ndI met up with my cousin and we went to my place so I could pack in like less than an hour for our trip to Dallas. Caught the bus at about 11pm and spent the whole night taking shifts sleeping on the bus because as it turns out we ended up traveling behind a registered sex offender

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Bike

[jrdreamer8]

it's not a win win. it's a compromise. I get a Bike yes. but is it the color I wanted, the style, the make, does it have the features I was looking fowared to using?... for me, it's not just paying for something or earning it, it's going out there. looking at every posibility. the Thrill of the hunt finding the Perfect item I want. every time I look at it, I want to remember how much fun I had finding it. the excitment when I finaly get to pay for it. knowing that it truly is 100% mine. I don't like being given stuff because it takes all of that out. "where did you get that" "it was given to me" or.. "where did you get that" "I looked for days.... went to 5 different places to track it down..... " the story behind it. it feels good getting what I want. exatly what I want.. to be given something I want, only makes me feel like a failure. for it not being exactly what I want.. only makes me not want it anymore. you are exatly what I want. you are the best thing to happen to me.... everything else dosn't matter anymore. it hurts having