clincher

[angelsorrow1]

hi. so yeah. another saturday. i spent the day with nate. i met his mother. i looked at trucks. i listened to him talk about guns. today was a different kind of day. i am so accustomed to dating uptight jewish boys that i feel like a foreigner with people that are not the same as me. i don't feel superior, or smarter. just strange like a fish out

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[goodnightwrist]

you know, your realization might not be as negative a thing as you think. life's not always that one dimensional...but you have to pick up the paint brush. etc. etc. i'm sure you've heard 1000 times how in control of your life you are, and how many times i'm sure you've told someone else that..but you wrote it beautifully, about the tragedy of settling down, it was poetic...maybe your poetry goes deeper than paper. think about it. i can't speak for you because i myself haven't settled yet. I have in a sense. i have a few plans and someone i want to marry. but we all end up in the same place, just different levels of it. or maybe not. maybe we don't have to. <3 you nonetheless, no matter how in a rut you become.

[killing_frost]

Are you dating a redneck? Guns? Trucks? But hey, it's good to move out of your comfort zone every once in a while.