o yeah hey was up peeps?? Me im here chillin i guess 5..7....9 u know!! yah well my sister is in heaven sooooo fukin far away and its all my mothafukin fault so FUCK DIS SHIT aint it..? Well my best friend is distancing and i dont really know if im bothered by it no more! amanda was the only other reason to try harder ui know wit the shit das goin ( Read more... )

Well i aint been updatin lately cuz i been all depressed n shit still about my loving beautiful amazingly perfect sister's death! I fuking hate my life im letting u all know that if i kill myself its all because im alone im hurting alone im crying alon n i wanna die alone nobody fukin loves me no more! My best friend u guys we were soooooo fukin ( Read more... )

im chillin at muh homegurl melissas house n im alll lonely n shit u know love life wise! well anyways last nite me n her watched a video wit her on it n i couldnt stop crying so we hadda stop well imma be out 4 now i still miss u anna and i always will!

i hate my fuking life im single fat n ugly n i wish i was dead! i miss muh sister

Even though i wish that i could be with my sister in heaven right now! i miss her sooo fuking much and i wish that she was still here! i cant believe that i am here wit out her still living i feel like i shouldnt let myself be happy because of all the shit thats goin on! i got a new boyfriend i broke up wit Guyto cuz his bullshits lame and i go wit ( Read more... )

Well today is another day... I didnt go to school today because i dont know if im ready for it yet! I am at my cousins house my father n grandparents went to the funeral hoe to set up arrangements for the funeral witch will probably be on thursday or friday anybody is welcome to come i dont know what i am going to do when i get to the funeral ( Read more... )

I am verry distressed and i dont know how i am still sane enough to breath right now! I am so sas and I MISs MY SISTER.... she is here with me in my heart and will always be! I just ask that any of you out there who get to view this journal entry that you pray for my sisters safe journey to heaven! We all have to remember the good times and that is ( Read more... )

Today i found out that my sisters body was found! I am sooo lost and confused i dont know what to do! my mind is blank n i dont wanna be alive

well today i found out who torched my sisters car hes in jail now. im still angry i want more closure n i want it to be as positive as possible. the whole family is trying to hang in there its not easy n im real upset that i got to be round for all this if i was in muh program i dont know man! im just so fukin confused i wanna know where the fuck ( Read more... )

i feel like that too! my sister is still missing and the fucking police fucked up from day one n are scared like fuck to admit it! im pissed off my boyfriend now is so sweet n i can honestly say that i love him with parts of my heart